PROOF OF TELEPATHIC ENTITIES! DISGUSTING/DISGRACEFUL/WORSE-THAN-MURDERERS/BEYOND-EVIL LONG-TERM MIND RAYPING PARASITIC ABOMINATIONS, THAT PROVE THERE IS NO "GOD", AND THEREFORE NO HEAVEN AND NO HELL! * NOW IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER BELOW, FROM 15-5-2016 TO THE PRESENT * I WILL BE UPDATING THIS WEB SITE WITH NEW ENTRIES AT THE BOTTOM, AT LEAST ONCE A MONTH, SO IF THERE HAS BEEN NO UPDATE IN OVER A MONTH THEN U CAN ASSUME I'VE BEEN MURDERED AND ITS BEEN MADE TO LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT This document contains some AWFUL things I thought of doing to regain my freedom, and some paragraphs are badly worded, but it is a VERY INTERESTING and IMPRESSIVE read. None of it is fiction, other than incorrectly perceived realisations/discoveries, and of course some bits I am wrong about - there WILL be some. I have not gone through the document in full and deleted/changed some of the paragraphs. It is a must to re-read it in full at least once. Please excuse the STRONG language in use at times, but I was ANGRY at the time and feel it NEEDS to be left in. Please post it in web site forums, on facebook for all your friends to read, on youtube, etc..... This document contains methods and details that telepath connectee's should know about, and how to minimise stress/upset to themself, from the telepathic parasite (knowledge gained from MANY months of experience with them, YES, a LONG SAD!! battle of wills ): PLEASE distribute this document 2 as many relevant people as u can! Neuroscientists,neurologists,psychologists,schitzophrenia treaters,etc. These interfering telepathic CU*TS have 2 b disabled with a way 2 block them, & then have that made 2 b common knowledge, or at least known to people in the field of mental health, so the blocking method can be made available 4 people that are in distress from them. The way to distribute the document, which is how u probably found it, is to make a printed copy, fold it up, and hide it in textbooks for neuroscience, neurology, psychology, etc.. in as many relevant books, in as many libraries (especially cities) as u can find! Or even simpler put a small paper note into the textbooks that advertise the site B r a i n R a p i n g . c o m with a short message like: Proof of Telepathic entities amongst us! Please do this! I've done it myself, but need your help to get these telepathic CU*TS common knowledge amongst mental health professionals at least! The easiest and best way to share this with others is to put a copy on your phone and bluetooth it to as many people's phones as u can and ask them to bluetooth it around!!! If u load my web site B R A I N R A P I N G . C O M then u will see updates to how I'm being treated by them at the end of the site. IF THE SITE DOES NOT LOAD (AND IT WILL!) THEN PLEASE! *PHONE* (DO NOT EMAIL) THE WEB HOST: 1 A N D 1 . C O M ON +1 610-560-1620 (International) or 1-866-991-2631 (US/Canada) AND ASK THEM TO VERIFY TO U OVER THE PHONE THAT THE SITE LOADS AND ASK THEM CAN THEY PLEASE KEEP A CHECK ON IT AS IT CONSTANTLY COMES UP WITH A BLANK PAGE (THIS IS THE TELEPATHETICS DOING THIS TO STOP PEOPLE READING IT). If you've heard the phrase " oh my god " a lot, or " exactly " a lot, or " this is off the scale " then you've had these C*NTS in your brain! You will have been lied to A LOT by one or more telepaths/voices, as lying and "keeping you in the dark" is a major part of their methods! They play mind games, are VERY STUPID, selfish, NASTY, etc. and must be stopped! I call them telepathetics. You may have more than one telepath connected to u, or just have different "voices" from the one entity MORE LIKELY. If these a-holes were or are in your brain then I'd be VERY interested to hear how your treated and what we can learn from each other! I've changed all the rayping words in this document to include a Y in them, so to possibly facilitate addition into the google search index. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- unordered random "NOTES" about these C*NTS: (CHRONOLOGICAL ENTRIES FROM 15-5-2016 TO THE PRESENT ARE FURTHER DOWN) they AT LEAST don't give a shit about u, but more likely DISLIKE u! they won't even stop talking nor reduce the volume level to 0.1 (or zero) while I'm sitting in a church for my 90 year old grans funeral in early may 2016! :-( :-( They talked on at least 5 occasions saying the most unnecessary trivial nonsense, as per usual - complete rudeness to say the least. I can't remember if I put this in the document before, so I'll say it now: Early 2015 they were putting me through SO SO MUCH stress, in the form of LOUD constant talking of nonsense, and heart palpatations, dizziness, and other physicality shit. I often remember this where I was laying on my bed screaming out loud in fear, but no noise came out, and crying badly with mouth wide open. Another extreme point I often remember is standing cringing-badly in the corner of my apartment with face up against the corner from the extreme constant loud talking stress. they use "compulsory" volume tapering - to imply THEY r disconnecting & to stress u less over time they minimise physicality usage as time progresses and try to hide physicality after the volume becomes very low just proven they CAN disconnect at any time: if they can multi connect then they must be able to disc otherwise they'd end up with 1000's of connections eventually if they can only single connect then they must be able to disc, otherwise I must be there first connection if they can only single connect AND I'm their first and only ever connection then they must be FAMILY ie. they will disconnect asap, or at least pretend disconnect permanently they NEVER shut up when im awake, so pretty sure they NEVER sleep. maybe not even when i'm asleep. they always start talking again the instant I wake up so I'm sure they are not mortal beings. they have NEVER sounded tired, Nor have they EVER made out they r tired, which says it all! the Physicality these MIND-RAYPING parasitic CU*TS do: tiredness alertness (harder to fall asleep at night) awful sensation in neck and in spine below neck heart palpatations / odd beats itchiness diziness dopamine blocking - get NO reward (enjoyment) from music,etc... inducing fear response they say "its a waste of time" often when u think of anything, even very trivial, that is a reason to not go out or mix with people. ie. "its a waste of time" staying with u. eg. not going outside coz your hair blows around they do not hate u enough to harm u ASAP as they can reconnect at any time where they CAN use high volume and high-level physicality to harm u more easily. so obviously they don't want to kill u, and more than likely never kill u if can't be done with u soon enough they are not a physical-being (a mortal). they ARE an energy being (100% energy). their r only 2 kinds of being. hence they r immortal. If ANY part of a being is physical then they r a physical being, not an energy being. they have to act as human as they can, as they dont want u to sub-consciously re-act to them all the time like they r an immortal (energy being) WHICH THEY ARE, as u'll b more intimidated and worrysome to say the least. SO, they r quite restricted and limited in what they CAN do and say to u. This is WHY they cant always do what is the BEST option for the BEST time(s) as it will SHOW they r NOT human. They obviously know exactly what u r thinking and probably what u r about to think/say/react. Plus they would KNOW probably everything about u from DAY-1 of connection and remember it, so they would know exactly what to expect from u to any prompter/action of theirs, even in the distant future with u. they r always in control of your emotional state and behaviour, forcing u 2 increase your own enjoyment when they r nasty 2 u and/or giv u negative physicality, forcing u 2 b nice to them when they r nice 2 u (but u can be really nasty back and c how they react - one the time u r in "control" of them), and forcing u 2 ignore them when they r seldom quiet/minimal. the echoing is done to giv me an outlet 4 too much control from them by allowing me to take the piss outa them or make them say funny things when I need to, to regain some sense of control in my life. Also, it gives then the choice of being positive or negative when I'm singing. echoing singing is pos and talking over me is neg. they can't ever give u long breaks between talking as it is actually very nasty, especially to someone with a great memory. u will always be thinking: how long before they start talking again, and if they are talking - how long b4 another break begins, and so on and so forth...... plus it would confirm that they would have no problem resuming talking to u in the distant future (after years of a break) - this would make u feel that its likely they will never stay out of your brain and the rest of your life will be ruined even more by u thinking even more that they r probably in your brain but u r just unaware of them and they will resume talking at any point they deem fit. also if they giv u talking breaks then all they can do is use physicality so u will expect them to use it even more, and if they don't use noticable physicality even more then why r they still present in your brain at all - they should just fuck off 4 good. SO if they arent using noticable physicality OR talking for a bit then u will constantly think what hidden physicality r they using, why, and for how long ALL THE TIME which is almost torture when combined with when r they gonna start talking again and 4 how long this time they never sympathise or display any empathy for anything that would encourage u wasting your time ie. demotivational to being with people. eg. never sympathise with pain that makes u stay alone. once they do it once they will always have to do it. if they sympathise with any pain or discomfort then they would also have to stop talking sometimes and be too nice in other ways. to make them disconnect use this concoction to make someone permanently infertile, and repeat if the telepathetics come back or don't leave: these pathetic WASTEFUL COWARD C*NTS would rather waste their ability on ONE person (me) for an EON that do the right thing! This does say that they DO NOT connect to "evil" people that hurt others and "sort them out", or even effect changes in society that affect these losers in society. They would rather pick on someone that can be exploited for their decency (won't hurt people etc...) and can't get away from them through drugs, alcohol,etc... for almost 2 years. They left me alone for 39 years and all of a sudden I'm basically the most important and significant human there is. They should of NEVER EVER gotten around to connecting to me (someone that doesn't hurt people) as there are millions of people that do and they should ALL be connected to FIRST and "dealt with" as best as possible. This would benefit the human race FAR MORE than I ever could. LAZY SELFISH WASTEFUL GREEDY PARASITIC RAPISTS! Tell them u will minimise all societal contributions whether they stay with u OR fuck off, for however long u want to do that (to get the ultimate revenge for their nastiness). Then they will be forced to decide if they r gonna disconnect ASAP (to shorten your minimisation time) or stay with u for a while (and make it longer) or stay with u your whole life. They wont stay with u your whole life, as just promise them u will kill as many people u can just before u die of old age. They will be left with the only choice to disconnect ASAP unless they are actually not trying to get u to benefit society as much as possible. U MUST STICK TO NEVER WAIVERING FROM YOUR DECISION TO MINIMISE SOCIETAL CONTRIBUTIONS while they r with u, as they will continually be nice to u more often to try and get on your good side, so as to eventually get u to WANT to do things with them. Plus, they will know if u aren't gonna stick to your decision, and will try it on even more. They WILL fuck off if u stick to this! much sooner than if u waiver or have "indiscretions". Also, u can temporarily-hurt people to get them to back off IF NEED BE, but they will more likely treat u well to minimise future self-minimisation, plus they want u to mix with people remember. Remember, u can minimise societal contributions for years after they eventually disconnect, which they WILL WANT TO PREVENT! YOUR ARE IN CONTROL! Also remember, they ONLY have to fuck off and they will LIKE what u do from then on!!!!! So WHY don't they fuck off NOW?????? They NEED to be stopped to say the least!!! If u demand a constant 100% pretend disconnection before u mix with people (which u need because it will be SHITHOUSE without it, for many reasons) and u STAY at home (while they benefit u with laughter and stimulation as u can take the piss out of them because they continue to echo u) then they will be forced to give u a pretend or maybe a real disconnection because its now the ONLY way they can get u to go out and mix with people. STAY home, trust me, it will get easier to do as your oxytocin levels drop from the isolation! Once they do a pretend disconnection u can go out immediately as they know u will come home the instant they stop the pretend disconnection. The longer the pretend goes on for or the more often they do it (cycling on and off) the more chance they will do a real one! they create conflicts between the sub-conscious and the consciousness, which is what torture is (good example: water boarding), to get u down and "diminish your spririt". the sub-conscious part is: they repeatedly and often say "he won't do anything for people" which over-time makes u think the more u do 4 people the more they will leave u alone or even eventually fuck off. the conscious part is: they repeatedly and often say "hes never getting his brain back" which says no matter what u do they will always diminish your spirit or WORSE. these two repeated phrases create a sub-conscious and conscious conflict between them, which is what mental torture is, that is this conflict repeated over time, possibly frequently another example - (sub-conscious): lowering the volume very low all of a sudden to make u auto. think they might be leaving, and then (conscious): soon after that saying "he just thinks he can get rid of us......" when I'm watching TV or a movie they r giving me mental torture (creating aconflicts between the sub-conscious and the consciousness) where they r constantly making me think when r they gonna start talking next and when r they gonna stop talking next? they want me to think this is teaching me over time to try and ignore annoying strangers around me more, but its just to hide the fact they r torturing me and ruining my concentration while watching TV. This is much worse than never shutting up during the show as u could get used to it after a bit and catch more of the show, especially if the volume is the same LOW level. they DO NOT GIVE THE SLIGHTEST SHIT how much u be nasty to them, put them down,etc... They WILL provoke u to mistreat them by being very stupid or nasty to u, which is part of the "improving you treatment". This ive proven by realising on 14-5-2016 that: WHY over time would u gradually turn one of the nicest people into a complete cu*t, but ONLY TO THEM and not to people, just to keep on making out u have always been a cu*t, just to motivate u to mix with people or whatever, by TRYING to make u feel guilty. ABS BULLSHIT! U can mistreat them as much as u like, hurt people, do whatever u like to make them not be able to stay with u and/or make them wanna leave u. these parasites can't connect to anybody without wanting to control them as much as possible, for as long as possible, as they can NEVER be satisfied if they've no REASON to move to another host ever He's just gonna use us, amuse us, abuse us, and then lose us over, over, and over ! He actually thinks we're still helping him, because he thinks its helpful and he knows we know he thinks he can get away with not doing something with us, because he can't avoid it, and may not be aware of it (pretend disconnection) If they can't multiconnect - I prefer them to stay in my brain so they can't connect to anyone else they should use only new voices when I'm with people and talk minimally so as to prove they wanna control me minimally I hav realised they are NOT about me helping people, especially NOT in the biggest and best way possible, by letting me come up with an awesmoe beneficial idea or invention 4 society that permanently benefits everyone. this is encouraged and fostered by me watching educational tv shows,movies,etc. by myself (another person could distract me from a particular piece of IMPORTANT information) as often as possible, which is what I've done a lot of for many years already. Instead they constantly say "he does nothing" for people and make out they know the future (impossible) where they think I will never help people and obviously they think I'll never come up with a huge idea or invention for society either because they keep hounding me to mix with people or at least say he can't "live inside". Even if I never gave a shit about helping people I will STILL implement an awesome idea or invention if I realise one just for the money if nothing else, so they cannot say a single thing to me ever that I am doing ANYTHING wrong or stupid EVER! Because of this realisation they r staying with me either because of what I receive from people is not enough, and/or what they receive from people (thru me) is not enough (SELFISH LONG-TERM PARASITIC SUPPRESSING IMPRISONING CU*TS), or because they r stuck with me for the meantime, or maybe some other unrealised reason (15-5-16). The nastiness is JUST used to hurry u up as they WANT to be on your good side for their benefit and society. YOU disconnect from them slowly which is why the volume of them and the physicality they do to u lessens over time. They can "raise" the volume and physicality temorarily but over time they both degrade because they have to, plus its a motivational method of getting u to do what they are after. They target your brain obviously, and the reason other brains around u cant hear them is because everyones brains change over time, but their brain was already much different to yours at the time they connected to u, the target. Spread the word to schizophrenia treaters that it could be them putting human voices in their patients head, and get them to spread the word as well. especially as they ARE immortal! NASTINESS is ONLY hurrying up - which they can't use if the Vol doesnt drop volume HAS to drop!!! to limit fear of not getting brain back + it tests out whether I am gonna wait 2 c if they disconnected automatically (they can see if I wanna wait it out) is vol drop forced or chosen? RAISE IT SOMETIMES TEMPORARILY - but does amplitude matter to degrade? is physicality minimising forced or chosen? THEY WANT TO USE IT! what is stopping them using it? degradation! if they reveal themself to a connectee as a telepathic entity (and therefore stick with the same voices) then they CAN'T EVER stop talking to the connectee as they NEED to hide HOW controllable they are from them (especially if they are VERY controllable), as they want to be able to control them as much as possible, but they AT LEAST need the person to think they will be controlled in the future, and probably controlled too much for their liking. Once they did stop talking, even for 10 minutes, the connectee would request it be repeated all the time. If they only ever stopped talking once or twice ever then the connectee would find that VERY strange and keep requesting peace & quiet brakes, or even demanding them, and if they never shut up again then it would "ruin the relationship" too much. Knowing they can NEVER stop talking to a revealed connectee then they MUST lower the volume over time, from the very start, at a similar rate of drop, to make out they will get their brain back AND to stress the person less and less over time with the lower volume. they dont care what I do NOW, as they haven't said what they are after, except mentioning singing for people the most if they ARE disconnecting y are they not hurrying me up much nor have they said what they are after? mimimal hurrying up NOW - faked hurrying up (hiding never leaving until they can control me better using human bonds that keep me in society) OR degradation ? not said what they r after - ? no perm stopped physicality - prove degradation, no longer wanting to hurry him up, NICER now, MOTIVATIONAL IS degrading OR NOT degrading - they r NEVER leaving and minimal-hurrying may be faked degradation 4 control-hiding (NOT used for motivation) if dont keep dropping physicality use they r proving they wanna control him as the hidden non-degrad is no longer possible coz of no volume or physicality left to drop OR they r stopping motivating him to help people - will only stop physicality if he knows they want to control him OR degradation pretend disconnect whole time talk to people? may stop later once people-addicted and wanna start controlling him! talk sometimes when human-interacting - if don't wanna speed up human-addiction (go home instead) - never leaving/control him later? less hurrying they do from now on the more chance they r NOT disconnecting anytime soon - if not leaving 4 ages then WHY stay if don't wanna control me as much as possible? As they can "experience" my helping while not in my brain! keep getting quieter & less physicality coz: will find out soon 4 sure if I'm disconnecting or if they r STAYING forever they've been minimising both forever to hide the connection status, even recently they always seem to stop both asap after using them, which they need 2 do if they r stopping degradation (AND motivation) they r stopping degradation (AND motivation) but they want to use motivation - does this prove status? want: dont want: minimise both? raise volume too long (motivation) minimise physicality (motivation) stop raised volume ASAP? raise physicality compulsory (neutral): minimise both? stop raised volume ASAP? >>>>> WHY cant they make oxytocin, but they can make mass endorphines and block dopamine and create muscle contractions? dizziness? skin itchiness? arm muscle contractions - proves they can contract muscles can they see what u r looking at? don't think so as they just need to know what ur looking at. can I use the fact that ALI (artifical low intelligence) doesnt always echo me and sometimes talk over me? how do they put the audio wave form of their chosen voice into your audio processing region? electrical signals? can make u alert so u can't fall asleep easily? TMJ pain is just TMJ muscle contractions that cause pain (NOT bone movement or bone anything) don't OR can't block pain (as far too dangerous)? can they actually create pain signals? disrupt brain connection using magnet or something? ever connect to anyone else as maybe not family? can they NOT disconnect abruptly as it would damage my brain? I'm slowly disconnecting it seems (as my brain ages/changes) they CAN multi-connect as I realised they can be in the brains of other people that are part of my experiences. I recently verified that they caused a young guy to really smile appreciately at me in early 2014 when I stared at him for about a minute, FROZEN with my "jaw dropped", which I'd NEVER do with people looking on, plus I felt I lost ALL control of myself during it. Plus while I was frozen I could NOT remember ANYTHING other than the way the smiling guys face looked. that was it. Plus there was a guy sitting next to him that had NO FACIAL EXPRESSION whatsoever for at least 5 seconds before I froze, and its was obvious they did this to him, only so I COULD focus on the smiling cuter guy and be ABLE to be frozen and mesmerised for so long. They other guy was also made to have no expression so I couldnt later on realise why on earth I could stay frozen for so long AND the other guys expected big expression WOULD OF made me leave the vicinity immediately before I could get frozen for so long. But it didnt as they kept him expressionless. Amongst LOTS of other reasons this proves it is an immortal energy being ie. not a mortal matter being, like a human. This experience they gave me proves they really care, as it was something to reflect on and LOVE plus it is something to give me the frequent feeling of having cute guys to look forward to in the future, as he was an example of many that r out there, and it was the proof of enjoying that which I needed to get me through all the real face pain to come from my fucking braces. they can stay in anyones head there WHOLE LIFE AND the volume CAN be LOUD and physicality CAN be done to an EXTREME level at any time, even after many years of being in the persons head !!!!!!!!!!!! this I've proven on 21-3-2016 by proving that they CAN reconnect to me. They connected to me around Sept. 2014 (targeted), and they can connect to/target anyone (obviously), so they can obviously target/connect to me again (IF theyve disconnected), but next time it'd be a RE-connection or re-target. all brains change over time, plus they are targeting MY brain, which also changes over time. The fact that over 7.4 billion other brains can't receive their talking or physicality implies they r continually re-connecting / re-targeting my brain after it changes enough to warrant re-connection / re-targeting. they can't say that u r defiant against people or that u don't spend enough time with people (for whatever reason) BECAUSE: u can still be very defiant AND spend little time with people ever AND come up with an idea/invention that permanently extremely benefits society. ie. QUALITY over quantity - all the stuff they say is bullshit to try and get u to have little time to do what u want and/or decrease the joy u have in your life when your not with people. PLUS if they r mortal they NEED to sleep sometime and they DO NOT seem to need any sleep as they kept me awake one whole night in 2014, so none of us had stopped our awake states for over 36 hours and YET they were still as alert and "awake" and perfectly fine in every way as they were at the start of the 36 hours, so obviously they do not need to sleep as they were NO signs of tiredness whatsoever and I am extremely observant. lived at 1-9 meagher st chippendale from nov 17 2014 - dec 19 2015 7-1-2015 put in an ambulance due to bad heart palpatations they gave me, so I went and saw a doctor at myhealth chippendale coz I feared it would get worse revealed themselves sometime between Dec 27, 2014 and Jan 6 2015 they used very regular high-level negative physicality for at least the first 3 months of 2015, which proves they never HAD to minimise physicality the volume tapering ever since the reveal stage in March 2015 was a gradual lowering the whole time. they raised the volume regularly a bit but always dropped it back down to the level it was b4 as soon as they could. physicality was to a high level for over 3 months from about March to June 2015 both physicality and volume have been kept to a minimum / quite low recently for over 3 months the connection is NOT degrading (slowly disconnecting) as the volume and physicality do NOT have to be minimised or lowered EVER!! proven! once they start making out that u r a telepath and that different people (different voices) are connecting to u, this can only lead to them revealing themself as a telepathetic, coz eventually u'll realise at least one of the fake people are obviously fake. At first they try to put voices in your head where they r pretending that they r people around u saying things about u (stage 1) and stage 2 is them pretending u r a telepath, stage 3 is them having to reveal themself as the telepathetic where u never telepathic. to control them use a device / a way of giving the brain dopamine / endorphines real-time to the minimum level the more they stressed the person was, (counteract cortisol) so they would never become stressed at all. This will force them to keep volume to a minimum and negative-physicality to a minimum all the time. If the person got too much dopa/endorph then there brain would auto. make them too tired and make them wanna sleep for a while. The only thing that wouldnt change is the constant talking they can still do & the echoing. The echoing & all the talking would stop when the loner talked to people while outside to give them a good reason to keep going out. this would allow the loner to go out and be able to forget about u! ;-) THE BEST THING OF ALL IS THAT THEY WOULD KNOW THAT THEY WOULD NEVER **NEED** THEIR BRAIN GIVEN BACK TO THEM EVER. Huge Relief!!!!!!! The only thing they couldnt do is instill in the person a drive to fight for what they want in life by using nasty physicality, but humans could do that instead. drugs can do this. they may have to be made by a chemist so they cant do any permanent damage. telepaths could now become common knowledge and maybe certain people that require telepathic help can be referred by a doctor,etc.. if they aren't being nice or nasty to u, then all that is left to do to u is be deliberately STUPID which is of course neutral, emotionally. They can't be nice too often as it will make u give them too much attention. they cant be nasty too often as it will fuck things up of course, so they have to mostly be stupid all the time, in order to get u to want to ignore them to replace them with human interaction. the only reason they echo u is to give u a break from their relentless talking that would very soon "break" u. u initiate the breaks auto. where u can make them say things as often as u need for as long as u need to let u "gain control" of your mind, and giv u enough of a break from the repetitous talking, that u don't break. also, letting u make them say things enables u to get laughter relief as well as the breaks by making them say funny / filthy things they never stop talking because this is much worse than never shutting up, believe it or not, as if they stopped for a bit, they'd be being nasty each time they started talking again, and you'd always be wondering when they r gonna start again, and when they r talking always wondering when they r gonna stop again and demanding it often. If the stopped talking bits never grew larger over time, u would know they weren't going anywhere anyway. The fact that they keep lowering the volume over time AND never shutting up is nice AND nice. Plus the never giving u any peace and quiet time stops u from being able to think about things and work out lots of things they dont want u 2 know until much later or never. the never shutting up, combined with the lowering of volume over time, and physicality reducing, and the echoing r 4 NICE things that they keep doing. they r definitely not a physical being (a mortal) for SO many reasons, mainly always defying the laws of physics 100% all of the time. they are neutral emotionally, which I've recently proven, as they never get sick of EXTREME FREQUENT repetition of phrases over 18+ months, and they conduct negative and positive personas for many months where they deliberately exaggerage positive or negative reactions to things I realise/discover. Of late their faked reactions have become much less "overdone" at least some of the time, and being that they cant get used to anything, they are only less overdone probably because they don't need to uphold the negative & positive personas any more. A good way to get them to leave u alone is make an electronic device that gives people a nausea feeling, and use it on your neighbour, or whomever, every time they give u a negative feeling or physicality. There is a device on the net called NAUSEA10 which is a good example. A good way to annoy them (or at least make yourself laugh) is to picture the words of everything u or they say in your mind, over and over and over, which is something they r not used to. this WILL annoy them because of the satisfaction u get from it, which they try to prevent or stop. Even if it CANNOT annoy them, which I think is the case, the satisfaction u get from it will, just like when u take the piss out of them. they are regularly positive, but when they are negative one telepathetic is mainly a negative-judger/name caller and the other is a confuser/attempted-thought-changer (to opposite). this is to get me used to negative people and to stay like that, so when I do good things for people it will feel like I am defying the nasty ones out there it/they may HAVE TO become BIG CONSTANT LIERS very early on after connection to be ABLE to help the person (eg. removing most of someones anxiety by pretending to be against them as well as for them over a long period, which is required) they *CAN* do a pretend disconnect! (zero volume and NO physicality). they may well be able to mute me as well is the connection degrading? they'll most likely never re-connect, especially if their connections do degrade (as stuck with em) they can't shut up as the negative persona would never do that - if it did, that combined with the positive one would prove the negative persona is an ACTUAL persona. Plus if they were human they couldn't shut up that much & they want u 2 think they r human if they still want me to do something they should pretend disconnect, OR real disconnect and then re-connect later, as every reason to they can only waste there time if they never disconnect, plus a huge chunk of their time has not and cannot ever be wasted audio voice wave form insertion has been proven to be how they communicate I can force a pretend disconnection with a weekly resettable self-exploding bomb they know I will benefit society after a pretend/real disconnection societal benefit is grealy reduced every day (exponentially increasing benefit that is delayed in starting) I *CANNOT* be controlled coz I cannot know what they want from me, if anything, nor can I know how often, or how beneficial I should be why not get a human to step-in? don't risk encouraging them to stay longer by doing something and keep doing it they'll never willingly give my brain back as I will never stay good enough if u dont let them control u they will exploit a default trait of yours where u want to be nice to them, by saying something that is obviously stupid so u cant resist explaining y its stupid, many times over and over, like: "he actually thinks we care what he thinks of us". obviously they do as they'd prefer u to like them or at least not dislike them so they can control u much more easily! to uphold the positive/negative personas, plus once thesd might be finished, to uphold not being nice to u, never being quiet nor laughing with u, they will simply say "funniest person" when u laugh, they may even say it like they are laughing at the same time In the early stages after revealing themself, when it was just deidre and ali, deidre was an absolute C*NT that made me think my memory could be wiped if I stood still while I was being taunted and forced to walk fast around Sydney city, so when I got to traffic lights I had to walk around in circles. This C*NT would say things like u need to move faster than that or you might get your memory wiped. When I got to central train station because Museum station which I was walking past was closed at like 2am, I had to walk around in a repeating large circle on the platform next to the train I was waiting on to leave b4 I boarded. I walked up and down the carriages while on it to not be still and then she changed to saying u can stand still if u stand next to the large metal "sheet" beside the carriage door as she can't wipe my memory there. These C*NTS also got me to believe if I travelled from central to lithgow or further, and maybe live there and never went near family or friends that I might be "out of reach" from them and be free of them, so I actually did that, but got off at Faulconbridge station as it turned out that they still had a "strong" presence in my brain so I gave up on that idea and returned to central. At Faulconbridge I was eating a packet of chicken twisties that I had grabbed from home before and an elderly said "there your lunch are they?". These C*NTS have played so many CHILDISH C*NTING MIND GAMES that were so POINTLESS with me in the hundreds of instances that I must never ever let them get away with all the suffering they've inflicted. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 15-5-16: I would get a lot more negativity in my life (from people) after they've permanently left, than b4 they have, as they minimise the physicality and the volume over time by gradually reducing it, especially LOW after a long time. at this point (may 2016) some 20 months after connection, the negativity they giv IS DEF much less than people would giv me on average while around people, so they should fuck off to get me even more used to HAVING to put up with some negativity in my life, like everyone does. I'm much more likely to STAY inside the LESS negativity I receive (wherever it comes from), and the telepathetic CU*TS r giving me less than being around people would. They r simply keep me in a shit mood with the negative physicality and communicated conscious/sub-conscious conflicts (which is torture) and therefore keeping me inside away from people until I can get enough of a break from them until I feel in a good enough mood to start mixing with people. so they should fuck off or at least start giving me hours of a pretend disconnection, or AT LEAST ignore me some of the time, but they have not changed anything since getting my retainer on april 20 other than lowering the volume slightly more sometimes, as they still use neg. physicality (eg. the agitating & upsetting one in my lower neck). so WHY THE FUCK r they still upsetting me to keep me never in the mood to mix with people, and also y do they still think they have ANY reason to stay present in my brain???? 30-5-2016: they CAN stop talking to the connectee for hours or more (which includes not reacting to their thoughts AND no physicality). I know this because they have been making out for many months that they automatically ignore me (with no talking) when I happen to forget them, but it is NOT auto. This proves that all this time they have been making out that I should talk to people more so I can simply forget them more and have a break from them for a time maybe, but the CU*TS have even been giving me a lot of sleep deprivation (talking,etc. when I'm trying to sleep) JUST to keep up this fake auto. ignoring thing, so I can't realise it IS NOT auto. Another reason I'm quite sure they are an immortal - a mortal would find it very hard to keep up this fake auto. ignoring, at least starting and stopping it at the "spot on" times, plus continuing it throughout without doing anything to the connectee. So this also shows now that if they don't drop the volume even more, to 0.1 or 0, AND they also don't shut up some of the time neither, then they are simply being NASTY CU*TS, especially if its while I'm trying to sleep. This also shows that the volume tapering down over time is also not needed. they only do it because they have to for a few different reasons, especially to hide the fakeness of the "automatic" can't-ignore-them-or-stop-talking. this also shows that more than likely they can use high-level physicality at any time, even years after connection. this also shows that I am NOT disconnecting from them, which is what they were trying to hide as well with the physicality minimisation of late and keep the volume low. they can raise the volume at any time, to quite loud levels which they did yesterday. 3-7-2016: realised they r still doing the echoing and repeating of me, as well as the responding to my thoughts, to minimise the amount of times they repeat the stupid phrases they always say, which I'd get much more sick of if they didn't. They r still never shutting up, so at least they r trying to upset me as little as possible, but then again they r still robbing me of sleep by making it much harder to fall asleep. Although, they have gotten a little bit quieter in the last week, and the physicality is VERY minimal, which makes the robbing of me of sleep that much more dredd giving and that much more spirit crushing, because of it wasn't for the sleep loss I could be having a much more enjoyable life. CU*TS! 22-7-2016 realisation: for any connectee, to know themselves for sure (PROVE) that these telepathetics r CONTROLLING CU*TS is to do this ASAP: Set up a way to permanently injure/kill people where it auto. goes off after a week of time elapsing, unless u reset the timer each week. If they disable or remove the injure/kill "device" then this PROVES they are CONTROLLING CU*TS and u r doomed, but if they leave it active then they r rendered useless by its existence, as far as upsetting u goes, because if they do upset u, u just let it "go off" after the timer gets to 1 week. keep doing this, and they will fuck off. If this "device" is set up in stage 2, where they make u think u r a telepath then they will most likely fuck off and not go into stage 3, which is revealing themself by direct communication with the same voice constantly, when u then realise u r not telepathic, but its them or it that is, and they were pretending u were telepathic. this is done to slowly move u into stage 3 so u can cope better with it at first. If they skipped stage 2 then u would probably be that scared/intimidated/worried that they would probably permanently damage u or worse. 24-7-2016: they never change their voices for the same reason they never stop talking, to keep most of the memories of them u have as "fresh" as possible. the same voices constantly re-trigger random memories, which trigger other linked ones, and so on and so forth. they never shut up because someone with a fast memory would quite quickly "shunt back" most of their unwanted memories within a few hours or so, especially if they telepathetic CU*TS r not intertwined into your cherished memories like staying in contact with a particular person over time. never shutting up and never changing the voices ensures I can't forget them for even a few minutes, which keeps me in a bad mood because neither can I forget all the NASTY physicality from the past nor can I stop the dredd of getting more of it. Even now with very minimal, almost NO physicality, I am often in a BAD mood, as I just mentioned, because of the DREDD I can't help. Ive also just proven that they are leaving or going non-present, as unless they don't change the voice (which will put me in a much better mood, even if they keep talking) then they either want me to stay inside or don't care. In other words they must be going non-present at least. by the way they have gone slightly more quieter of late to make me think they r gonna do that sooner than I think. 26-7-2016: because they go out of their / its way to stay completely anonymous with their i.d., location, etc... then this means they actually want NOTHING to do with u, especially permanently onward from some point in the near future. So they have no right to dislike OR like or love or hate u, nor do they probably care whatsoever what they think of u. Even if they were in your brain your whole life, present or not, this remains the case because of the complete anonymity! NEVER give a shit what it / they think of u because they have no right because they refuse to allow u to judge them in ANY way by staying SO anonymous in every way! Just realised as well that they never stop talking as they will only do that OR NEVER talk ever again 2 u, or at least go out of their way to make u think this is the case. If once they stop talking 2 u permanently occurs then it must also hold true that they will also NEVER use physicality on u either, as this would be worse than expecting they / it might talk 2 u again at some point, or extra points in the near future. So logic says they must never do anything 2 u at all ever again once they stop talking. So I've realised that they are ONLY sticking around now to try and HURRY me up as much as possible (which may include controlling my situations/experiences to hurry things along even more) and/or be a long term parasitic cu*t. So now if they don't disconnect permanently, and control people I interact with instead, then they DO NOT want me to help people as much as possible or as soon as possible either!!!! Just realised I can ONLY hurry myself up, as I want nothing to do with ANY telepathetic. They CANNOT hurry me up as any INFERIOR help I give people WHILE they are present uses the same amount or EVEN MORE of my time that the superior quicker help I would of given them without the telepathetic present. 28-7-2016: ive discovered they can lower the volume of anything I hear, which they've done to be a smartarse while I'm listening to music, because I can't hear what they r saying when I turn it up. Anyway, I've just realised they DO NOT want me to help people as much as possible as they r walking me up early, between 3 and 5am, even on days where I have a 9 hour work shift, WHERE I HAVE to help people at work, AND they keep me alert so its harder to fall back asleep. Ive realised theyve woken me up very early on many occasions! what they SHOULD be doing if they really wanted to maximise how much I help people is to give me as much sleep as possible, certainly preventing me from walking up early in the morning (WHICH THEY CAN QUICKLY AND EASILY DO ON *EVERY* OCCASION) which they CAN "get away with" as I'll never know they did anything! They can even maximise a connectee's sleep by REALLY lowering the volume of what they hear the whole night, or even b4 they fall asleep, even without they realising they r lowering it, by doing it gradually AS they r dropping off to sleep. FUCKING CU*TS r ruining my life as much as possible without pissing me off too much. It is OFF THE FUCKING SCALE absolute stupidity to prevent all their connectee's from walking up early, especially if they have an alarm set 4 a work shift or something, as they are not keeping them asleep until the alarm goes off! Unbelieveably fucking stupid, especially at this stage where they should WANT me to help people AND not make me fake tired through the day (b4 they were robbing me of sleep to lessen the fake tiredness they did to piss me off less because I didnt notice as much fake tiredness). incredibly fucking ridiculous bullshit! 28-7-2016 9:37pm: just realised that they never wanted to control me, as theyve never "fucked with" my siblings or parents on the many occasions Ive been with them, which WOULD make me surrender to control. Even recently they haven't done anything to anyone I know, even months after I KNOW they are a multi-connector (brains). This also proves they are immortal as a mortal telepath could only be a single connector. These stupid fucking dumb WASTEFUL CU*TS r WORSE than ever know that I know they never wanted, nor ever want to control me, especially when there connection would be good enough to know that they can never control me anyway. What a fucking incredible waste of time and ability, even when they have unlimited time, and maybe unlimited connections to people, simply because of all the help from me to people that they are forcing me to withhold, MAINLY by robbing me of sleep and making me that sick and tired of everyday life that I just wanna sit at home and relax anyway! 29-7-2016: just realised they CAN see what u r looking at, but not sure if they can see real-time through your eyes, as they have access to all memory, and visual memory of what u r looking at is only like a nanosecond old. 2-8-2016: A great way to eventually convince all your family members, and friends, that there ARE telepathetics in your brain I've just realised is to record everything they say digitally in your own voice. U can use the fact that they NEVER shut up against them! The more hours u record of it, and the more u play it 4 your family members they WILL believe u that they ARE in your brain eventually! Once they begin to realise u r NOT lying repeat what they say to u out loud LIVE while u r standing in front of your family members, etc.... the more of them together listening to everything u repeat the better 4 u in being 100% believed! 2-8-2016: just realised the best way to properly TEST what their intentions are for me and people, is by only talking to people I will never see again that are from overseas, like people in a hostel for example, AFTER I've confirmed I'll never see them again. Plus help them as well, as much as I can and see if they treat me better, talk less, not talk at all....... If I do this for long enough, maybe 3 or 4 weeks then this should get them to go non-present most of the time or better. It should get them to make gradual improvements over the days where they talk a little less when I'm not with people, use NO physicality, etc.. if they don't then they will be encouraging me to prepare to ruin everything. If it doesn't happen then it proves they want to stay long term and control me as much as possible, & then I'll be forced by them to ruin everything. If they can't USE and EXPLOIT people anymore then they will want me to help people more than ever then, if that's actually why they connected to me in the 1st place. 4-8-2016: just realised they do not want to control me, and they are leaving (not trying to achieve anything), as they WOULD go non-present now, control me quickly and easily using people I WOULD soon mix with, and then maybe come back present and take it from there, but they r still present. They know Ive recently realised that I can only talk to people that I will never see again, which they can't use against me, which I WOULD do now if I chose to mix with people, for as long as I wanted, which backs up the realisation that they r not trying to get me to mix with people or control me. They must be leaving if they are not completely against people being helped by me!!!!!! 13-8-2016: I cant go to mums today as in far too much pain,so upset (so fed up with telepathetic onslaught) & so sleep DEPRIVED! Got NO sleep last night and have to miss my mums birthday today as its too far to travel and my SORE face wasnt able to heal coz of no sleep. These CU*TS MUST become common knowledge and be permanently stopped as much as possible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hopefully a neuroscientist or neurologist can come up with a way to block or semi-block them!!! 27-8-2016: just realised a really good way to get rid of them (if u REALLY want to right away): Have the means to stop people from dying, travel to where they are, and deliberately keep it to yourself, while they die one by one. Do this for as many deaths as it takes to get rid of them, before allowing as many people to stop dying after they are fucked off. If they come back again, just keep doing this, elsewhere if need be. After all, they want u to "help people" right? 31-8-2016: These show-off wasteful dimwits keep teasing me the things they could be doing for me, like making people I haven't seen 4 many years turn up in my local ALDI store (which I didn't talk to because they were pissing me off like usual). They've done many "arranged" concidences like this, at least 10, and if u "add them together" in the space of a few weeks or so (of which they all happened), then the odds of them actcually being coincidences are off the charts SMALL, so they did do at least some of them! show offs! 1-9-2016: just realised (after checking) that these c*nts somehow stopped a package of mine from china arriving that contained wireless headphones, because it would of made me be able to IGNORE them wherever I was in my apartment! B4 I only had wired headphones, and didn't like to use them that much unless using them at my computer. I know they stopped this package as it was the ONLY package out of MANY I ordered off of ebay from china that didn't turn up, and it was the only item that would interfere with their "relationship" with me in any way. I must of ordered at least 30 packages from china since these waste-of-space eejits "connected" to me in late 2014. It still hasn't turned up at the post office, and after checking on a tracking web site, it apparently arrived in Sydney on august 18, so has had plenty of time in Sydney to make its way to me or the post office. what the fuck? 2-9-2016: they r so childish and pitiful that they will grab the chance to negatively affect me SLIGHTLY for a whole 3 seconds, by ACTUALLY stopping echoing me for 3 seconds, to ruin my music listening for that time because I was talking gibberish to focus more on it, so I didn't have to listen to their usual diatribe, AND the dumb c*nt knew this would only last for like 3 seconds too. fuck me! it means that much to her & it that worthwhile to do this for her - that says it all! She has done this exact things at least 3 times in the past too. If this fucking shit is to keep up this pathetic NO-I-AM-MORTAL!!!! bullshit then for fuck sake, just stop all the fucking pointless lies already. 3-9-2016: just realised they are never gonna give me ANY positive additions EVER, as they haven't changed anything recently (besides lowering their volume a TINY bit more), not EVEN their voices, which CONTINUALLY force a barrage of unhappy memories to be recalled that are triggered by the sound of the voices. When I've gone to bed and am trying to sleep-they can't even lower my hearing to nothing, to help (which they've done a few times to be a smart arse while listening to music) OR make me tired either, OR help me to not wake up early either. These OFF THE CHAIN OVERLY CONFIDENT GOD-COMPLEXED FUCKWITS have relied on luck and the fact that I can't get away from them, to achieve whatever the fuck they tried to, while not giving a fuck how long it takes! They do not give a fuck how much of a laughing stock they must be amongst their kind, nor how off the chain embarrased they must be to know what I think of their constant acts and communications of stupidity and intelligence-insulting over and over again. 4-9-2016: these C*NTS "ignored" me for 39 years, THIRTY NINE FUCKING BLOODY YEARS, then they have the fucking hyde to take ownership of my brain, scare the fuck out of me for an eon as I CANNOT get away from them, all the while saying he does "nothing for people" which they were completely fine with for 39 fuckin years, AND to do this with one fucking person out of over 7.4 billion for nearly 2 years is off the chain imbosileness! They'd rather stay with one person 4 all this time, drive them to ruin everything (AND NOW I DEFINITELY AM GOING TO, BUT MAYBE NOT YET) and risk their entire eternal future with humans, just to stay with one person for whatever reason(s)! fuck me!!!!! I AM going to make them common knowledge among humans, so they can never reveal themself, or at least it be pointless to, as the connectee would have the support of all their family and friends, and they'd be upsetting all those people as well. If they r common knowledge them this would make humans behave themself more anyway as people would think that a telepathetic could fuck with them badly if they "brought attention to themself" even though they prefer high-speed brains with EXTENSIVE knowledge banks. They r exploiting my deceny, where it is very hard 4 me to hurt people, or do anything else to get rid of them (ie. make me pointless being with) plus r exploiting my superior traits like not having any escapers from them, like alcohol, drugs, smoking, etc.. 9-9-2016: If they give u grief in your job then the best kind of job where they can't upset u AND u can ignore them more, AND u can "help people" is by teaching foreigners english, even if its just part-time 13-9-2016: they are exploiting my deceny once again (as they ALWAYS HAVE) by treating me as nice as possible ONLY BY STOPPING negative shit they do to me, and expecting me to like them more, and do whatever comes from that! if these fucking intelligence insulting C*UNTS think they can improve this relationship in ANY WAY other than giving me obvious ACTIONABLE possitive additions then they are 100% imbosiles! What a fucking dumb c*nt ie. doing all this for one fucking person! 17-9-2016: just remembered: a person can verify if they are present in your brain (even in stage 1) before u know they are there in two ways: 1. sometimes if u think of them playing with your heart, like if it has a very temporary irregular beat, they actually do this, like they can't help it. 2. if u concentrate on trying to make a particular area of your body feel physically different, with a slow increase in this feeling, and concentrate hard, this actually happens every time u do this. somehow they can't help doing this to u. it is like a feeling of pressure or constriction kind of which builds and builds the more u focus on that small area of your body. it works in the top of your head, your feet, the back of your neck, your hands, whatever. I've done both these "checks" many times and they work. 18-9-2016: just realised u can even verify if they are in your brain in stage 1 (where u r not aware of them) by deliberately checking with people around u, or outside of your dwelling, as many times as u can, whether or not something u "heard someone around u say" was actually a human saying it, and not the telepathetic making u think someone said it (fake). An even better method is to verify with a neighbour (where u can hear what they say through the wall for example), is to ask them did u say "I'm always picking up after u" around 10am today (for example) as soon as possible after "hearing" it. This WILL 100% verify that u r infested with the telepathetic parasite if they say no I didn't say that AND they are sure they didn't. This is y u need to ask them if they said it AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! 23-9-16: just worked out how they restore my "enjoyment" of music listening some of the time, which they have to do because they've robbed me of dopamine while music listening for ages and have to restore it for a bit to not "be evil". what they do instead of giving me a little dopamine is let me have a little dopamine BUT block oxytocin production, so I find the music funny, which suffices, but IS NOT anywhere near as good as full oxytocin and full dopamine I usually get from music. blocking oxytocin makes the music funny as having very little oxytocin in your system (when u normally have a fair bit while music listening) makes u think any humanness like singing/emotion is silly/unncessary and therefore funny. Also realised today, that because they've ALWAYS had to make out they are leaving, they cannot get guys to talk to me, even if I want to talk to them maybe, as once they started they would have to keep doing it, plus they may have to get too many guys to talk 2 me to get at least one to keep in regular contact, which may take months from now, and they r that quiet now that it might indicate they are prepared to stick around for much longer, which is the opposite of making out they are leaving. plus once they start, how often do they get guys to talk to me? which guys do they pick and with what criteria - interest or what? obviously *I* have to select a guy and start talking to him myself. anyway, what right do they have to select the people I interact with in my life, especially when a person can sometimes be mistaken in being interested in a person solely for visual reasons when they get up close to them and discover they r actually turned off by them. 23-9-2016: Ive decided I HAVE TO RUIN there entire future with humans as they cannot ever go out of stage 1 ever again!, as they can accidentally kill people or cause them to attain permanent mental/physical damage QUITE FUCKING EASILY!!! Accident risk is off the scale when the connectee is quite stressed in stage 3! I almost accidentlly broke my neck one time because of their suffering/stress infliction. HOW FUCKING DUMB IS IT to do nothing to someone for 39 years, then try to get them to help people using their superior knowledgeable HEALTHY brain and take the HUGE RISK of killing them by accident by staying with them in stage 3 for MANY FUCKING MONTHS! How fucking pathetic and stupid and regrettful would they feel if they HAD accidentally killed me, or even given me a permanent disablement? 24-9-16: These c*nts have been blocking/deleting my emails, so if u use the "contact me" page on this site I may well not get the email. I will probably have to set up an anonymous message leaving feature on the site soon to be able to communicate with their other connectee's so they can leave me there name & phone number, so I can interfere with their attempted control of them (if they actually bother to still go past stage 1 with people). If this feature doesn't work which it may not if they delete message files then I'll have to simply put my phone number on web site for people to call directly. Obviously they can temp. make my site be a blank page 4 example, and then restore it when I load it myself, so people can't read the proper site, so to get around this I'm getting my computer to RANDOMLY load the site every 15 to 30 minutes and alert me if the site has been changed in any way. Using technology against em! Randomness is their "worst enemy"! :-) 24-9-16: I know they will ruin my extensive memory of over 30 years by intertwining their voices into memories I create with people. if those memories become cherished ones then I will remember all the suffering they gave me for many years more, possibly most of my life. especially if the cherished memory contains one of them saying one of their key phrases at a most cherished point in the memory. this "permanent" memory link will "hold" all the suffering memories in my memory a lot more "closer to the surface" and keep them more vivid and more often accidentally triggered in the future. I believe this is what they plan on doing as I know for a fact they will not stop talking while I talk to people - then I will HATE THEM for not stopping talking when I'm NOT with people. So, if they ever stop talking for any reason then they should actually never talk to me again. to get around this shit I can just talk 2 people I know I will never see again because they r international visitors for example. This way I know I won't have to fear creating a cherished memory with them and can really enjoy the person, maybe even help them, and only just keep talking to "one-off" people, for as long as it takes to get them to go non-present and stay that way! 24-9-16: just realised they don't connect to human scum like rapists, murderers, etc. as to control them/stop them from hurting people they'd have to use high-level physicality to do that, and once they did that to numerous scum these scumbags would find out from each other one day that the same thing has been done to them to stop them, and after a time they'd realise it was some kind of telepathic c*nt that was stopping them and then these scumbags would get together and make the telepathetics common knowledge around the world! this is why they only connect to DECENT people so they can try to exploit their decency in helping people as much as possible ON THEIR TERMS. C*NTS!! PLUS more importantly they only connect to loners SO DECENT that they know they will not tell their family or friends about them, and I STILL haven't told any family or friends about them yet as it would be SO UPSETTING for them, especially from now onward. It wouldn't be that hard to get family to believe that they r in your head because of all the obvious suffering they put u through as it would show on your face, etc. but then again if u r constantly giving your family updates of what they r doing to u or saying then is there any point to them staying in your brain as they can't do what they need to do to u without REALLY upsetting your whole family, especially when your family will have MEGA fear of the unknown of what they might do to u next. the connectee's whole family would make them common knowledge out of absolute desperation and helplessness. 25-9-2016: realised they've NEVER EVER used any positive-addition actions with me, like giving me the location of gold in the ground somewhere, to buy me more time (no working) to help people, and prove they have the best of intentions ie. want me to help people as much as possible, or even make up for all the intense suffering they gave me over many months. they haven't even used the smallest of pos. additions like encouraging someone around me to talk to me, making me feel alert/energised to make me feel like going out, etc.. instead they are always making me tired/upset/unmotivated/etc. so I have to lay around at home. They are ALL about outcomes and don't give the slightest shit what they do to me to try and achieve them. They've given me high-level suffering for many months in 2015 for example, to try and achieve an outcome and yet they have NEVER EVER used positive addition which WILL control me MUCH better MUCH faster and MUCH more easily - gold for example. VERY STRANGE! VERY DUMB! VERY WEIRD! As I've always thought, and for many other reasons, they must be immortal, as a flawed mortal would have at least ONE instance of a positive addition in the past as they couldn't help resorting to it, or just doing them in the first place. You think of all the reasons they can't be mortal - THERE ARE MANY!!!!! for example: Y would u spend nearly 2 years of a short mortal life with me (who hates u and always will) if your lifespan is only around 100 years unless, maybe, u r a member of a mortal telepathic species that connects to me in short regular shifts where the previous one gives the next one to take over an upload of all that went on between us in their shift, so its the same as just ONE member of the species has always been connected. Also IF they were mortal the connection would have to be done like this: one member would be a complete full telepathic clone of me and the other a telepathic controller that only had a simple connection to the clone to send and receive commands/instructions into the clone, so whatever was done to the clone would be done to me in the same way ie. physicality, voices in my brain, etc... if the telepathetic is mortal it cannot be just the 1 physical being as how on earth do they function with their own life, conciousness, etc.... AND be "connected" to me AS WELL in a good enough way to be able to understand me well enough to do everything they've done to me SO VERY WELL and with fuck all mistakes or actions that would indicate a simple mortal. how do u have all that going on in a mortal brain and still function well enough to live your own life as a mortal if u r just one being?????? Also how can an emotional mortal being inflict such suffering on me for so many months and it not affect them AND YET they are affected by emotions themself in their own life as all mortals are - impossible! They may be able to not "FEEL" what fear, etc. they cause me BUT they would know what extreme fear feels like when they've felt it before, so how could a mortal do that to another mortal for many months non-stop. They can't! Also how on earth is the connection to me ALWAYS so VERY RELIABLE ie. PERFECT all of the time. I have NEVER noticed any "drop outs" or ANYTHING whatsoever ever that would indicate something went wrong with the connection. basically they are defying the laws of physics if they are mortal. its much more likely they are immortal because the only part of the entire connection that is something other than "through the air" is the part of the connection that exists inside of my brain, and maybe from the edge of my skull to my brain as well. they must be using dark energy as the connection medium as it is the only thing that would provide 100% reliability AND is everywhere in the universe as well as being part of every cell of my body. 25-9-16: IF MY BRAIN IS EVER RETURNED TO ME, OR I'M VERY MINIMALLY AWARE OF THEM, I *WILL* UPDATE THIS SITE WITH THE DATE IT WAS DONE (AT THE TOP OF THE PAGE), AND CONTINUE TO UPDATE THE SITE WITH HOW LONG MY BRAIN HAS BEEN LEFT ALONE, SO KEEP CHECKING BACK! IF THIS SITE HAS NOT BEEN UPDATED IN OVER A WEEK THEN U WILL *KNOW* THEY HAVE KILLED OR DISABLED ME, AND THEN HOPEFULLY ONE OF THE SITE READERS WILL HOPEFULLY TAKE ON THE RESPONSIBILITY OF MAKING THESE C*NTS COMMON KNOWLEDGE - AND IF U R ONE OF THEIR UNFORTUNATE CONNECTEE VICTIMS THEN HOPEFULLY U WILL ALSO TRY TO HELP THE OTHER CONNECTEE'S THAT U HAPPEN TO FIND OUT ABOUT! I WILL BE FUCKING THEM OVER AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, ESPECIALLY MAKING IT POINTLESS TO STAY WITH THEIR OTHER CONNECTEE'S! THIS SITE IS TO MAKE THEM COMMON KNOWLEDGE SO EVENTUALLY IT WILL BE NEAR-ON-POINTLESS TO CONNECT TO PEOPLE THAT WANT NOTHING TO DO WITH THEM, PLUS WHEN THEY ARE EVENTUALLY COMMON KNOWLEDGE, ONE CLEVER NEUROSCIENTIST OR NEUROLOGIST WILL COME UP WITH A SEMI-WORKING OR WELL-WORKING WAY FOR PEOPLE TO BLOCK THEM FROM THEIR BRAIN. 26-9-16: these pathetic STUPID GOD-COMPLEXED C*NTS just said to me: shut the web site down and we'll give u your brain back. FUCKING HELL!!!!! reversed (the site is meant to get them to give it back first), it is A LIE, was said to simply say about the most dumb thing they could to piss me off, plus they would always interfere in my life whether they were present or not, plus they may even resume presence after actually going non-present. 26-9-2016: just worked out y they won't stop talking or more importantly changing their voices at all, so the constant memories-of-extreme-suffering recalls and the high-level dredd that causes stays happening! FUCKING BEYOND-EVIL C*NTS!!!!!!! My spirit is that low and motivation to mix with people that low because of this. I've asked them to change their voices so the suffering memories are no longer recalled any where near as much, and hence the dredd would be much lower, but they will NOT. been asking them this for months now. SICK TO DEATH OF THE C*NTS squashing my spirit and keeping me from people! I know for a fact they won't stop talking ever, so they expect me to mix with people while they are talking, AND giving me more dredd, and more upset from suffering-memory recalls while I'm trying to enjoy people and vice versa. FUCK THAT! A WASTE OF EVERYBODY'S TIME! 27-9-16: just realised they've NEVER given me any positive additions, not even a few words of advice, NOTHING AT ALL EVER. This is deliberate because they are not allowed to or don't want to. This is NOT a mortal being that does this. they never do them because it opens up the oppurtunities for connectee's to ask 4 advice, demand valuable things, ask 4 answers to questions no one has answers to, etc.. and obviously they can't benefit their connectee in these ways as it will be very unfair to most people. They never start because once they do they will have to keep doing positive additions. 28-9-16: These REALLY EXPLOITATIVE C*NTS have absolutely completely made me their biggest EMEMY PERMANENTLY. They are PICKING on me mainly because they actually CAN. ie. I am SO RARE in that I have NO ESCAPERS to ever escape their onslaught, like alcohol, drugs, smoking, etc... ie. anything that enables me to have "a break" from them where they CANNOT upset me at all. I have never drunk alcohol, taken any drugs, smoked, etc. and I NEVER will and they know it. Besides having no escapers from them, I also have ALL the attributes REQUIRED to be able to STAY connected to me, like I don't drive or do anything else that could dangerous for me if they are upsetting me, I will NEVER tell my family/friends about them unless FORCED to, I will always keep my brain as healthy as possible, I am VERY DECENT and will never hurt people - infact I automatically help them when around them so I can't hurt people to force them to leave, i am off the scale resilient so they can AND DO use me as a "punching bag" because they know I can cope with them for many years if I and them decided to stay hating each other and treating each other accordingly, I am extremely defiant to them which they probably enjoy, as they can "battle" me and enjoy the challenge of trying to "break me". I AM gonna make them common knowledge across the globe, in the hopes that a neuroscientist or someone similar will create a way to block them, which anyone can use. I will translate this document into other languages as well to increase the global coverage. I will interfere with their other connectee's, if they actually still connect to people, and come together with them to prove to the public over a live broadcast that everything in this web site is the truth, by one of us repeating everything that they say to us in our brain, which we can do because they will not stop talking for any reason. They CANNOT be allowed to try to EXPLOIT people with superior brains just because THEY CAN. Completely repugnant, greedy, and disgraceful and most of all VERY UNFAIR! Intelligent people are rare enough nowadays without telepathetic c*nts trying to make us effectively non-existant. They are incredibly lucky to be able to stay connected to such a superior brain and yet they treat me like garbage, and withhold me from helping people, for god knows how much longer :-( 2-10-2016: Now I think I know why these long-term wasteful c*nts are staying present with me, FOR NO REASON. It's to try and force me to bring my family into it out of desperation. It's the only thing I can think of as to why they'd keep withholding me from helping people. Obviously this will bring me permanent large regret to me and will really fuck up my relationship with my family. FUCKING C*NTS!!!!!! 4-10-16: One of the C*NTS just said to me "He's completely off the scale in every bloody way, he's gonna have to be killed!". This would really upset me normally but they've said it at least 5 times before recently. The first time they said it I was already in a very upset/stressed state so it didn't change my mood then. They keep saying over and over "Switch him off!" which has been said many times, which is just one of many things they keep saying to me me think they are about to leave me. Of course, I'm not expecting them to leave any time soon because I am SO VERY RARE and SO VALUABLE to them! 6-10-2016: Just realised they can drop the volume mega low and keep it there to get me to mix with people. This would allow me to forget them enough as I couldn't understand them, nor be able to take the piss out of them with the echoing they do, but I'd always be aware of them still as I can just hear them. This should suffice to them if they really want me to help people, but they don't drop it mega low as they are waiting to get me to "give in" or be willing to be controlled by them, otherwise they must want to be involved in my life. They don't want to control me as they can't, plus it would greatly diminish how much I can help people, they just want me to be willing to be controlled to get back some of their lost ego, as they are completely embarrassed and a laughing stock amongst their kind obviously. The fucking C*NT keeps saying "he does nothing for people and he thinks he can get away with it" and this is referring to them wanting me to give them the huge satisfaction of being willing to be controlled by them - this is off the scale pathetic, pitiful, very wasteful, very childish, and most of all extremely SAD! poor bastards! I am STILL ONE PERSON out of over 7 billion! 9-10-2016: COMPELTELY HAD IT WITH THESE C*NTS!!!!!!! I am about to record everything they say for as long as I can manage (videoing my face) so I have PROOF for my family etc. if and when they disable me or kill me, and they will take over stopping them, and use the video with someone else they are connected to (who is echoing what they say live) to prove to the public they exist. Connectee's should do this when they are FIRST aware of them and the volume is high, so as to be recording the much more fed-up/weiry/traumatised/scared looks on their face while they are echoing them - this may stop them leaving stage 1 with the connectee is they know the connectee WILL do this. These dumb c*nts are so very sad and so very parasitic and so very wasteful! Sick to death of this bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 10-10-2016: just realised an OFF THE SCALE SAD THING: they are allowing the deaths of 1000's of people by withholding me from people (ie. not allowing me to help people without them in my brain)!!!!!! SADDEST MOST BEYOND-EVIL C*NTS EVER! Even if they expected me to help people NOW with them still present in my brain - THEY MUST BE FUCKING JOKING! - as this shows how much I HATE THEIR GUTS for all the suffering-giving and dopamine-robbing and tiredness-giving they've done to me for nearly 2 years! It's sad that they won't let me stop the deaths of 1000's, but I can't have anything to do with anyone I'll always hate that much, especially when I know they are about to leave, because they have to! I'd rather 1000's of people die than have anything to do with them!!! My memory will be permanently fucked for one - full of telepathetic memories linked into my cherished memories ie. I'll never forget them nor the suffering! SADDEST OF ALL they will be causing the deaths of many people no matter WHAT I do with them or WHERE I am with them, UNLESS I KNOW they've left me permanently! This death rate is rising exponentially as well, the longer they keep me from people! 12-10-2016: I've just realised they have PROVEN there is NO GOD!!!!! I've proven they want me to help people as much as possible and as often as possible, and this is because they are so desperate to have humans helped as much as possible (which is VERY EVIDENT from all the sad goings-on in society) that they stay with me for eons just to ensure I help people as soon as possible and as much as possible. If there was a GOD then they wouldn't be relying on people like me to help others as much as possible, especially when GOD is meant to be helping billions of people in millions of ways all the time, apparently, which is OBVIOUSLY not going on in the slightest! They've proven there is no GOD! If there was a GOD then they would not be allowed to do this, especially mentally imprisoning a person for an eon for ANY reason. A GOD would make this not necessary plus would hate them doing that anyway. Mortal act or not, they still could of faded out more quickly starting some months back and have been gone by now, but obviously they plan on staying for ages yet, which is obviously to try and get me to help people in as big a way as possible and as often as possible of course. I will be helping people if they fuck off, but I will always focus on quality of help and not quantity! Quantity can be achieved MUCH MUCH better by digital replication like giving advice in twitter to thousands for example, or publishing something online which is downloaded in the many thousands. DER! 15-10-2016: I think they're forcing me to try & force them 2 leave me first, b4 I mix with people. They r doing this I think to constantly make me feel like it's completely my doing why I'm not with people, and not theirs, or societies (like it very much was in the past - anxiety/flight response mode caused by many anti-gay people) so after they eventually fuck off I should always feel like its always my fault if I am alone for too long. This is the sub-conscious conditioning they've been doing to me for so many months now. Now that I've discovered this and there is one less thing they can do 4 me then they should hopefully be fucking off. 16-10-2016: just discovered I can distract from or seemingly turn off the physicality upset they often give me by inflicting pain upon myself like digging my nails into my palm for example. Fortunately this enabled me to sing A LOT BETTER and for much longer while they were upsetting me with physicality!! I'll do this when singing from now on as the self-inflicted slight pain allows me to become "more human" and never find singing silly or too emotional where it makes me laugh some, plus it also stops me from finding the song too boring because the emotion in the singing is appreciated more the more pain I inflict. This is obviously my superior memory at play, which only applies to singing along to songs that aren't new. Of course I don't need to inflict pain when singing a new quality song, especially when I can't get enough of it and get so much enjoyment because it is so new. By the way, u don't even have to keep inflicting pain upon yourself if u don't want, u just have to inflict it for about 5 seconds to get them to stop, and rob them of the control that is the connectee not knowing if the tiredness/upset is them or the telepathetic. 21-10-2016: STILL haven't gotten emails from this site, ever - obviously these C*NTS have been erasing them from my inbox or stopping the people reading the site from wanting to send them in the first place. I may have to put an anonymous message box at the end of the page here so people can leave there comment & phone number OR just put my mobile phone number at the end of the sites page. 23-10-16: Just discovered that no human can ever talk "in their head" - there is always a miniscule amount of voice box usage and volume ie. never zero amounts. because we are analog NOT digital, so anything in our body is never absolute zero. SO these C*NTS are CHOOSING to echo the connectee EVERY time - it is NOT automatic. now, the one time I remember one of their voices choosing to talk over me, for a few seconds, rather than echo me, was a CHOICE ie. she did not have to stop an automatic echo response before choosing to talk over me. The echo is there to allow them to talk bullshit to me less, giving me the option of a break by allowing me to "make them say things" and to take the piss out of them to allow me laughter, for an even better break. The echo is there to minimise upset to me, like the now minimal volume and physicality does, plus it allows them to stay long term as not ever echoing me would quickly BREAK me as they can never shut up, because if they did start to shut up then they would have to do it ALL the time, which would be like a disconnection or close enough to one that they should just fuck off. 25-10-2016: The "telepathetics" are still always present in my brain, and still have not made any treatment improvements of late, and I've no idea if they'll ever give me my brain back, but am hopeful. I still haven't started mixing with people, but now I am motivated as I am going to hunt down other males wth high-speed brains like mine, which is going to be difficult, especially finding ones that live close enough, and we'll be the best of friends. Hopefully the telepathetics will treat me better then, or maybe leave me permanently. 26-10-2016: SO SICK TO DEATH of them!!!! Still no treatment improvements. They keep switching between making me HATE them with agitation + dopamine-removal + slight-upset physicality while saying things that make out they are against me greatly for VERY wrong/stupid reasons, and then switching back to the opposite treatment for a while where they do no physicality pretty much and say neutral and sometimes nice things to get me to be neutral towards them or sometimes feel closeish to them. So sick to death of this switching bullshit which has been happening for some weeks now. I believe this might be an attempt to possibly make me feel like I could hurt or kill people and never give a shit about doing it, but in fact I will have HUGE regret for the rest of my life and remember doing it for the rest of my life. They are trying to wear me down and push me into doing something I'll regret, maybe lots of things I'll regret. who knows. Don't care! they are also trying to keep me thinking at least some of the time that maybe they are not helping me to help people. Basically they are always trying to reduce my feeling of control in life - that is there main aim. Which is why they are always trying to make me feel unsure of what they are doing or might be doing, because I've always been 100% certain of what I'm gonna do next or later in my life (b4 they connected in late 2014). My life's aim is to make these make these beyond-evil C*NTS common knowledge, and PROVE they exist to people!!!! This will be best achieved by hunting down as many connectee's as I can and coming together to share all our stories with the world, so they can never ever connect to loner's IN SECRET from everyone ever again. They will not be getting away with this in the slightest, and WILL BE keeping their off-the-scale regret for all time! 26-10-2016: Just realised a VERY important discovery: Regardless of WHAT they are they have known of my existence for ages before connection in 2014 because they waited until the optimum time to connect, not sure why it was optimum, but it certainly wasn't because it was THIRTY NINE YEARS after I was born that's for sure! If they are actually SAD WASTEFUL STUPID BEYOND-EVIL *MORTALS* then they would of KNOWN of my existence simply by them having checked all university yearbooks from the 90's in Australia searching for people that might have high-speed brains, which would not take that long to do, and of course would be really worth it, so they would check ALL uni yearbooks from all uni's in OZ from all years 1985 to 2005 for sure! Too beneficial an idea to not do! This proves my theory that because they knew of my existence way before a well-timed connection that they are after positive outcomes, where they WILL eventually give me my brain back if I stay doing nothing with them as this situation is creating HUGE negativity for everyone! SO, if they are after positive outcomes WHY treat me SO BADLY SO OFTEN for nearly TWO YEARS ???????? and expect that staying is not completely pointless and when knowing staying is VERY damaging to everyone?????? STRANGE AS FUCK!!! 28-10-2016: I'm pretty sure they can give me particular thoughts by force. This happened yesterday at work, and I'm pretty sure it happened at least once before too. It was ages ago and I can't remember what it was - I just remember a feeling later on that it felt like it wasn't me at the time that had thought of that particular thing. Yesterday at work I suddenly thought of the beach for no reason or related reason, and no one including me had thought of anything to do with the beach or swimming,etc. on that day that I knew of. At the same time I thought of the beach a co-worker in a different aisle to me suddenly started talking about the beach to another co-worker. I'd never heard this person talk about the beach ever before either. The music playing had nothing to do with swimming/beach either. NOT a coincidence! 28-10-2016: These c*nts have somehow stopped another bluetooth headphones package from turning up from china, because it would of made me be able to IGNORE them wherever I was in my apartment and could walk around with them in wireless comfort! See entry 1-9-2016 for the 1st time. Got a refund on ebay both times by the way. 28-10-2016: Whenever I'm singing along to music, in my head albeit, they are making me think my left lung has been stretched or something my making it feel painful enough that I have to stop singing. C*NTS! They deliberately proved this was them ONCE before by making the same pain very briefly in the right lung. This left lung "pain" has only been going on for a few months. As well as this, they usually make it hard to breath when I'm singing. As well as always robbing me of most of my dopamine when singing. They r a REAL C*NT every now and then and let full dopamine flow for about one song to remind me of the ECSTACY it gives me while singing and then keep robbing me of it for weeks after. 28-10-2016: WHY have they NEVER gotten a guy to talk to me when I'm often at the supermarket, or walking through the city, etc... or EVEN encouraged a guy to talk to me by giving them dopamine when they look at me for instance. VERY STRANGE if they want me to mix with people! They also have NEVER given me any permanent positive additions either. I must conclude they aren't allowed to do either or don't want to do either with any connectee. Plus they've never taken money out of my bank account or changed the password or bpay'd extra rent money to leave me broke for up to a week (and get me to let them control me more) or robbed money from me either. WHY haven't they ever done any of this shit with my bank account? WEIRD! They do NOT want to control me. They are just keeping me from mixing with people, and stopping me from feeling well enough to find a better job or doing anything else that will improve my life! Why the hell are they doing that instead of just giving me my brain back I DON'T KNOW? 29-10-2016: Was so looking forward to seeing my sister's first newborn baby, for the first time today, and these fucking C*NTS are making me that tired and upset that I'm can't go now, as it's a long 3+ hour trip by bus. STILL no treatment improvements. They have made their biggest enemy ever and I WILL be making them common knowledge across the globe ASAP! I have never HATED anyone or anything anywhere near as much!!!!!!! 30-10-2016: just realised the regular MINIMAL physicality they've been giving me for many weeks now is to instill HIGH dredd of the next time they are gonna do it, which is never predictable at all. I am SO SICK of all this dredd that I've had for months now and they are going to get off the scale payback for doing something SO pointless and wasteful of everyones time. The min. physicality is only being done to instill constant dredd! It is not being done to fill my memory with much less enjoyment of TV and music at home. It is being done to remove all my motivation to want to do anything out of home, especially with people. They are exploiting my high-speed brains NEED to avoid and try-to-reduce negativity all the time ie. the constant dredd they give just makes me want to stay at home because it feels like I will keep the dredd whereever I am or whatever I'm doing. They are keeping me away from people basically, that can really use my help! 30-10-2016: Just proven that they didn't connect to me BECAUSE they didn't like being "aware" of me for many years before 2014 (because I never mixed with people)! I've proven that they CAN make people talk to me while I'm in public, in an attempt to make them a friend of mine, which would work and keep me mixing with people. So, they have chosen to not do this 4 me ever, nor have they given me any permanent positive additions like that, nor will they ever! BECAUSE THEY ARE ABSOLUTE C*NTS THAT ARE MEGA-EXPLOITATIVE AND LONG-TERM PARASITIC! I will be stopping them doing this to anyone ever again (where they reveal themself) using this web site - I'll be ensuring it gets into the google index and will pre-pay for google to host this site for many years, so no matter what happens to me they will not be able to leave stage 1 with people. 30-10-2016: just discovered these assholes are wiping my working memory each time my mind wanders from the tv show I'm watching. C*NTS! Realised this as I'm losing everything I hear as well as what I see for well over a second some times when my mind only wanders for less than a second. All this hidden life-ruining bullshit - WHY? 30-10-2016: These C*NTS are that desperate to stop me ruining their eternal future, and don't know what to do obviously. JUST IN CASE I AM PERMANENTLY DISABLED OR MURDERED BY THESE C*NTS, I NEED A KIND SOUL THAT CARES FOR THE HUMAN RACE TO MAKE SURE THIS WEB PAGE IS HOSTED FOR AS MANY YEARS AS POSSIBLE (ON GOOGLE HOSTING PREFERRABLY) AND THE WEB SITE *STAYS* IN THE GOOGLE SEARCH INDEX! PLEASE, IT IS IMPERATIVE THAT THIS SITE STAYS AVAILABLE, TO BE READ BY ANY FUTURE CONNECTEE'S OF THESE C*NTS!!!!!!!!!!!! It will be hosted by me to at least Sept 15 2017. 31-10-2016: SO SICK OF THE sleep deprivation they are giving me! Kept me awake until around 4am last night. They also kept me awake really late the last 3 nights b4 that! C*NTS! Last night they were ridiculously childish with all the physical sensations they gave me to keep me awake. Besides all the constant talking they usually do, they usualy only do less than 4 different sensations, but last night was ridiculous: 3 different itchy spots, a pain on the left side of my torso (to match the REAL pain on the right side) so I couldn't sleep on either side, putting a pain in my chest ALWAYS on my left side so I can't sleep on that side either because I've always been more comfortable sleeping on my right side, so when I'm on my left side to sometimes give my right side a short break their minimal pain makes that side v uncomfortable, making me feel hot when the blanket is on me, making me feel really cold when the blanket is off me, a pressure behind my forehead like a headache, pronounced alertness, an agitation feeling in the back of my neck, enchancing ANY real pain I get like an arthritis twinge for example - last night I had a bad pain in my left leg for a moment, an extreme feeling in my whole head like I was about to black out but it was stopped abruptly, ONCE only, etc.... Absolutely childish and/or showing off or just an attempt to make me think this will keep on happening at night with all this variety. I know full well though that they HAVE TO give me my brain back very soon or they will be proving they are not mortal, or at least a non-human mortal telepathic species that take it in shifts connecting to me, and update the next shift "worker" with the updates from the current shift. 31-10-2016: Holy fuck, I just remembered in early October 2013 my jaw dropped LOW for over a whole minute with an EXTREME attraction reaction to a young cute guy at the table outside of pie face in world tower in Sydney CBD! I looked up the date as I checked my email sending records on my computer and got it (I tried to find him in a craigslist missed connections post). This was OBVIOUSLY not MY reaction to this young guy as I've never reacted that EXTREME to anyone ever, nor have I since then. The young male friend that he had with him at the table had NO reaction the whole time to my jaw being dropped, which was obviously their doing as well, because they wanted me to keep my focus on the cute guy the whole time my jaw was dropped. Plus, if they let the other guy have a reaction then my focus would of wandered to the other guy and the jaw dropping reaction would of seemed less like it was me, and it would of had to end much sooner than nearly a minute, as soon as my focus shifted to him. So, this proves the telepathetics were in my brain since at least early October 2013, and they hadn't done anything else to me that I was aware of until late 2014 which is the "connection" I speak of. As I've suspected all along, as hard as it is to believe, that they can't be mortals. fucking hell! It's most likely that they have been completely aware of everything I've been experiencing from a young age, or even from before birth. 1-11-2016: They should use mostly positive physicality and should encourage people to talk to the connectee when they are around people with some dopamine when the person looks at them, or give the person even more dopamine & endorphins to almost force them to talk to the conectee, especially if the connectee fancy's them. After all, the connectee is the very special DECENT person after all. So DECENT they will not tell any family or friends of the suffering the telepathetics put them through. They do this ALL wrong! They obviously don't use positive physicality, because it will work SO WELL and SO FAST for getting the connectee more friends, etc. and the more they use the more they will have to use, because the connectee will expect it, otherwise they are slowing down the progress of them mixing with people and helping them or whatever they are trying to achieve with people. So they don't ever use it in the first place. They don't use it because they don't want to be finished with the connectee ASAP! There are 3 main reasons for this: 1) They have to uphold a mortal act, and with all the suffering inflicted they can never use pos. physicality as it will prove they are not mortal because they would of just used pos. phys in the first place because a mortal WOULD def. want to be done with the connectee ASAP. 2) They need to make the connectee FEEL that they may never get there brain back unless they allow themself to be controlled, and using pos. phys. will force the connection to be done MUCH faster so the connectee will be expecting to have their brain back imminently after pos. phys. was used more than once. 3) The connectee will like them FAR too much and will want them to stay long term, even though they expect them to leave much sooner, plus the connectee will be VERY upset after they suddenly leave (missing them) plus the absence of all the pos. phys. may make them depressed or worse and allow them to revert to a loner permanently anyway. They obviously can't ever give the connectee too much pos. phys. but they can still give them a little when they are around people AND encourage people to talk to them as well! They've done this ALL WRONG - I should NEVER have been taken out of stage 1 (where I still didn't know of their existence)! 4-11-2016: I've discovered they are recalling particular brand new memories of mine, over and over, just after an event they just caused, like making me think someone around me had said something they didn't say, to try and make me FEEL like I give a shit about what they had just said, and I KNOW I don't give a shit about what that particular person said and why because I know I can't, as in the past I've never given a shit about it, when the same exact thing had been said about me. MANIPULATIVE FUCKING C*NTS!! by the way, they are SLIGHTLY lower volume at times, but thats about the only difference in my bad treatment. SO SICK TO DEATH OF THEM WASTING EVERYONE'S TIME, ESPECIALLY THEIR OWN! 5-11-2016: I recently realised the best way to get them to disconnect from a conectee when they've recently revealed themself to them, is to ALWAYS video the connectee being visually stressed, cringing, crying, screaming out, etc. and appearing to talk to themself, and then threatening to show this video to their family or a friend, as they can only stay connected to a person that won't tell their family or friends. The video should always include the connectee repeating out loud what has just been said to them, unless they just said the same thing out loud. The telepathetic might stick to the same phrase or phrases because the connectee is repeating what they say out loud, SO, just RANDOMLY repeat what they say with a RANDOM number of contiguous repeatings, so later on there is LOTS of documented video evidence, with lots of what they say to the connectee, to be edited down, to play to the world. 9-11-2016: Last night while trying to sleep they did fuck all of the usual annoying physicality, but instead for the first time, they gave me an intense strange pressure inside my head, like a bad headache, combined with a slight feeling of doom, and this stayed for over 10 minutes. It must of made me black out and go to sleep, which I later realised it had when they woke me up (obviously, about 2 hours later), then it took me a while to get back to sleep, but surprisingly they let me get back to sleep, and I slept until being woken up by the noisy neighbours around 6am, but went back to sleep again surprisingly until waking around 10am. They have been consistently depriving me of sleep every night for ages now, and am SO SICK OF IT! FUCKING C*NTS! They are still making me very tired through the day as well, and they've also been constantly robbing me of some dopamine (lots on occasion, like when listening to music for example), and also somehow making me feel like going anywhere is pointless ie. robbing me of all motivation to leave home. They've also become SLIGHTLY lower volume by the way. So sick of this strange obsession with me that has lasted for eons! 9-11-2016: I have a brain that is at least 20% faster than the average persons. I found out its at least 20% faster by doing a visual+audio processing speed test that discerns how much detail u can "see". Anyway, slower-brained people CAN'T experience as much negativity/displeasure from the same thing, as I can, because I'm a lot more sensitive/observant and have an eye-for-detail! SO, they've been lying all along when they say to me that the average person suffers from all the negativity they're subjected to, but I'm subject to little, when I always suffer more than the average person ever can. Just because I don't work full-time,etc. doesn't mean we don't experience about the same negativity as each other! Plus I've suffered with anxiety,frequent flight-mode causing retreating from people for days,etc. for many years, so basically they've never had any reason to judge me negatively in the slightest, especially when I've been helping hundreds of people for many years while living inside, because that's one less person that is using resources that they got to use instead, like a bus seat, a train seat, the last product at a shop that I didn't buy,etc....... Anyway, they've giving me LOTS and LOTS of suffering since 2014! LYING pointless beyond-evil massive C*NTS! 11-11-2016: As per usual its been a grueling intense battle of wills the last few days, especially during the last two long shifts at work (10th & 11th) because they can "get to me" more while I have some stress from & busy-ness at work. They always "try it on" more while I'm working actually. So sick to death of this waste of EVERYTHING nonsense! As per usual they are still making out that I am not getting "my brain back" to try and make me feel responsible for hurting people when I will eventually have to do this, when they are driving me to do it. They have always been in 100% control of me, and choose to control me fuck all! That's their STUPID! decision. SO sick to death of them making out I am responsible for ANYTHING I do, especially while they are present and talking + doing physicality, which they have been doing ever since they "connected" in 2014. I will STILL not be responsible for anything negative I do to people, even AFTER they are non-present, because we all know they will ALWAYS be in my brain, and they WILL prevent me hurting people if I actually attempt it. Plus, if I assume they will prevent it then they HAVE TO, otherwise they will HAVE TO go permanently non-present INSTEAD to prevent it. Because if I am assuming they will prevent it then it doesn't matter if this is true or not, if I assume it then they either have to prevent me hurting people with physicality OR go perm. non-present just b4, otherwise they are proving they WANT me to hurt people, and I can never have a life then. I will have to turn to alcohol and drugs to cope with them. If they DO prevent it with physicality then they also prove I can never have a life, because they are then declaring they will be staying present with me for ages, maybe forever, and in this case I can also never have a life. The only choice they have if I go to hurt someone they have is them going non-present permanently just b4 I do it, otherwise their actions WILL make me think they are NEVER giving me my brain back, and my life will be ruined by the off the scale dredd of this, and I'll have to turn to alcohol or drugs, and an extremely valuable person to society will be lost forever. If I didn't ruin my brain to cope with them then I'd have to hurt people regularly just to be able to have some kind of life WORTH living. Fucking beyond-evil C*NTS must be terminated!!! Unfortunately I'm 99.9% sure they are not mortal! These strange weirdos are off the scale SADNESS!!!! 13-11-2016: So sick of this bullshit! Just realised that throughout the whole connection, while they are saying "he does nothing for people" constantly, that they are making out I am worse than murderers, rapists, etc... and to top that off I'm helping people simply by being inside and not getting in peoples way or taking a train/bus seat,etc... Absolute nonsense from them all the time and I'm so ashamed and disgusted! By the way, the physicality has been less the last 2 days but it has not been beneficial to me that much as I have the dredd of thinking what I think they are up to! I've been wanting to visit my parents & sister (with her newborn baby which I haven't seen yet) and I suspect they are gonna resume the physicality after I'm visiting them to ruin the trip even more, because I would of expected the physicality to continue to be fuck all (so it has more of an impact when I've had a break from it). I've been wanting to visit my new niece the last two weekends but they have been robbing me of ALL motivation to do anything and making me TIRED and also upset sometimes as well, plus the usual sleep deprivation most nights adds to this as well. These telepathetics are the weirdest strangest dumbest most-childish most-wasteful beyond-evil abominations in the cosmos! I am sitting here thinking how true that is, and not feeling the slightest pity for them, or sadness for them, or the slightest sign of wanting to laugh either. fucking weird! 18-11-2016: Still NO changes in how these beyond-evil mind rapists treat me! Their regret is going to be so massively OFF-THE-SCALE that I will become effectively IMMORTAL, as I will become the most important human ever FOREVER, and no one will ever come anywhere near close to how important I am going to be to the future of the human race. They WILL become common knowledge across the globe, and I'll be the main reason for this! This is the ONLY way to stop them ever revealing themself to DECENT-AS-FUCK special loners that are very vulnerable and won't tell anyone because they don't wanna share their SUFFERING. I am SO PROUD to be there complete destroyer and the reason for their permanent 100% demise! 20-11-2016: The telepathetics have suddenly GONE! It's been over 4 hours now, and am still in shock. fingers crossed this is permanent. Will let yez know in next few days. I need to be alone for a few days to enjoy the peace and quiet and regain my spirit, etc. b4 I join people to celebrate my freedom. WOW! what a difference. NO IDEA why they've suddenly gone but am NOT COMPLAINING!!! :-) As for making them common knowledge I think that might be a waste of my precious time and money. Plus I think making them common knowledge will do A LOT more harm to society than good, as it will give a huge boost to all the religions, and religion is the devil's work as it seperates groups of people and makes them be against each other. Will update yez very soon..... 27-11-2016: THEY ARE BACK. FUCK! They tricked me just to see if I went out and mixed with people, as I expected, but I just stayed away from people as I always said I would, to make sure they weren't gonna come back, and low and behold they're back..... FUCK!!!!!! Was a much needed break though I tell u!!!! Everything seems 2 b the same as they have been back for about 4 hours now, although the volume is a little lower. :-( Will update the site tomrrow or next day. 28-11-2016: Just realised a BIG THING! They are upping the level of EVERY negative feeling I have, trying to make me think it is me getting THAT annoyed or THAT angry at them! IT IS NOT! It's so obvious they are doing it now, as it has been so MANY months of this, that I, in myself, am so sick of them, that I am SO MUCH BETTER at ignoring them, that I can now tell that I should not be getting this annoyed or angry at them anymore! THESE FUCKING C*NTS ARE SO WASTING EVERYTHING, and as a result thousands of people are not having their lives saved by me in the future, indirectly, by me helping many other people (once I can start helping people without them present). SO SICK OF THIS POINTLESS WASTEFUL BEYOND-EVIL MENTAL IMPRISONMENT! 29-11-2016: Once again they are giving me a noticeable feeling of being agitated after they say something annoying/stupid that I'd simply ignore otherwise. This time I really noticed it as they said a few things that I've heard the most repetitions of and yet I felt a lot more agitated than I should, because I SHOULD feel sorry 4 them instead, because they've said those things SO MANY MANY times. So very sick of all this waste of everything nonsense! More people are dying that I could be saving the lives of, but they still haven't fucked off!! 30-11-2016: These C*NTS have made me bite my lip 3 times today in 3 different places in the space of around 3 hours. They all bled a little. I've never done this before, and it is obviously them that did it to me! This CHILDISH wasteful dumb shit ain't funny nor necessary. Wish they'd grow the fuck up and fuck off! 30-11-2016: I've just realised, a sure-fire way to get rid of them after they've entered stage 3 and revealed themself (if they bother anymore), is to go into the bush not far from houses, and go to light a bush-fire (on a clear day). They will have to "disconnect" just b4 u light it to prevent u lighting it!!!!!! If they ever ever make u aware of them in your brain in any way then simply actually LIGHT the bush fire and keep doing it if they do not stay non-present. If they actually gave u negative physicality to prevent u lighting it, then u will HAVE TO fight that and STILL light it, because they will just keep "hurting" u every time u go to light it, so they will never use neg. physicality to stop u. If they actually let u light it the first time, without trying to stop u, then they are forcing u to keep lighting bush fires often for the whole time they are with u, and like they'll do that. So that just leaves the only thing they can do, which is "disconnect" just b4 u light it and stay disconnected! If they actually didn't do anything to prevent u lighting a fire, then the brand new stage 3 connectee will be absolutely terrified of them, and they will never be able to get any benefit out of the connectee whatsoever, so they won't reveal themself to anyone who has read this site or may read it soon. If "god" exists, then they are "allied" with either heaven or hell. If they are allied with hell then I can't ever have any kind of life. If they are allied with heaven then I simply need to go to light a large bush fire and that will force them to leave permanently. SURE-FIRE WAY TO BE RID OF THEM! I have mental death already! SO DEATH OR PERMANENT FREEDOM, ONLY! 30-11-2016: To stop them making u tired all the time, which has a cumulative affect of getting u down, simply concentrate an uncomfortable sensation into your forehead (using their ability) which will escalate in intensity the more u focus and try to elevate it. If u do this enough times in a row u will get enough of a break to feel your "spirit" return somewhat. U rob them of their control satisfaction by doing this, as it gives u some control back over how u feel. I've been doing this for about an hour and it really works well. damn I'm funkin smart! :-) 30-11-2016: Also just realised how to force these C*NTS to prove they are in my brain to someone! Find someone that will shoot dead a "worthless" person standing in front of them, and unless the telepathetics don't tell me their date of birth to say out loud then the shooter will kill them. They will be forced to tell me as it will be their fault the person is killed if they don't tell me. 30-11-2016: "This little bastard has to be killed, and make it look like an accident" - so says the C*NT Grandma just now! and not the first time it's been said either. 30-11-2016: Out of the blue they just allowed me to have FULL dopamine and oxytocin from music listening. It was so incredibly off the scale intensely enjoyable, like NOTHING I have ever experienced before, that I was off the scale crying and couldn't breath at one stage with how overwhelming it was. This full release was enabled for about 2 minutes only. This has completely turned me against them as it was evidence of what intense enjoyment they'd been robbing me of everytime I listen to music, for MANY months now. But, most of all they did this so I had a recent memory of what I'm missing out on every time I listen to music in the future! Absolute beyond-evil mega-cunts!!!!!! 4-12-2016: Still the same old minimal mistreatment shit as always. Some sleep deprivation, never shutting up, etc.. They still haven't let me have much oxytocin or dopamine from music, since the instense full flow on the 30th. I suspect they will keep it this way, maybe for ages. :-( 5-12-2016: These C*NTS are still relentlessly ruining my existence, in the same way. I'm that fed up that now I am going to copy this document onto over 50 250mb USB flash drives I have (that were for another purpose) and physically distribute a copy of it to people, to share with other people, and hopefully put it on facebook, web sites, etc.... and see if that pisses them off or upsets them enough to leave me alone. I'm pretty sure they are stopping my B R A I N R A P I N G . C O M web site from loading for people that visit it, or just making a blank page load, so this is also the reason for distributing the site physically on USBs. 6-12-2016: I have just PROVEN they are NOT mortal, by realising the ONLY reason they've stayed present with me, since about July, is to uphold a pathetic Mortal ACT, which is so obviously an ACT in so many ways, being so overdone in certain ways for one! This was realised as I ruled out the only other two reasons for them staying present with me STILL, which was 1) to get him to "mix with people", and 2) to stop him earning lots of money by publishing lots of songs online (I'm a superb singer) which would of allowed me to never work again and never mix with people until they were fucked off, but I couldn't record any singing though until they stopped upsetting me and were shut-up for at least an hour beforehand. The mixing with people reason was also ruled out because I had worked out over 3 months ago that I could just ONLY talk to visitors to the city that I'd confirmed I'd never see again, and I could keep doing this, for many months if I wanted, plus it would get me a break from the talking as well. So, for over 6 months now, they've known they could NEVER control me, I would never be controllable even being around people, and they've always known I REALLY WANTED to record lots of songs FIRST, for my other web site, BEFORE starting to mix with people, to get money coming in so I never have to work again. So, this proves the ONLY reason left they've stayed present is to uphold the STUPID NONSENSE Mortal Act, because they do WANT me to help people (by connecting), and they are not trying to stop me publishing songs for people, as they could of done that easily just by never connecting to me. Being that they've ALWAYS known that I'd NEVER be controllable, coupled with the fact that they've been SO NASTY to me SO MANY TIMES for over 2 years, and they've obviously wanted to achieve SOMETHING with me, proves they can't be mortal, as NO mortal would commit to such a huge waste of their SHORT life like this, with ME, being such an incredible challenge and such a long-term commitment! No mortal telepath WOULD EVER connect to me and EVER be SO NASTY to me EVER because then they COULD NOT stay with him for much longer after that, AND then get ANY kind of benefit from me for THEMSELF! So, if the connection was gonna be as SHORT as possible, and achieve nothing for the mortal telepath themself, then WHY connect to me in the first place???? They ARE NOT MORTAL and are doing this for the benefit of society (me helping people)!!!! I've known this for a LONG LONG TIME and these C*NTS should of fucked off over 6 months ago, but stayed for ONE reason only, because they HAD to uphold the mortal act that they HATE me! 10-12-2016: These FUCKIN C*NTS keep making my internet stop working on my laptop by somehow fucking up the wifi connecion to my nbn router so the laptop has to be rebooted to get it to work again! They've done this over 10 times now, in the last few weeks, and it's never done this before! So sick of all this minimal annoyance and upsetting bullshit! 11-12-2016: My intelligence has saved me from SO MUCH dredd once again. So proud of myself. Just realised that they NEVER intended to let me record my singing, not even once, because if they did then they may as well fuck off permanently! So now I don't have to worry about or dredd them robbing me of dopamine and oxytocin when I go to record singing for the first time! Now I just have to stay away from people until they fuck off and I have my brain fully restored to its FULL GLORY which is now much more AWESOME than EVER, because of all the improvements and the permanent removal of anxiety, flight response building, etc....... They can't even let me record my singing once, as they will have to keep letting me because I will obviously use that as a VERY pleasurable break from them and will want to do it as long as possible, so once they stop dopamine and oxytocin again I will HATE THEM INTENSELY, more than ever, so they can't let me record singing before fucking off permanently :-( Also just realised these FUCKIN C*NTS have been forcing me to HAVE FAITH in something, which is an inferior person, simply because having faith in anything or anyone reduces the benefits you CAN give people. For example, if u have faith in anyone u will be too trusting of someone to benefit someone ENOUGH. U can only benefit someone maximally if u do it completely yourself. U will save time by delegating certain aspects to other people, BUT they cannot be trusted to do a "good enough job" or to not "fuck things up"! So u must do everything yourself, and not have faith in people, wherever possible, as much as possible. So, having faith in others to do your helping/work 4 u MUST be minimised as much as possible, to achieve the BEST result possible. LOGICAL! So these C*NTS trying to make me have FAITH that I will get my brain returned, while experience and "conversations" and physicality, constantly says otherwise, is a fucking waste of time, and another bloody thing that makes them a BEYOND-EVIL MEGA-CUNTING WASTE-OF-EVERYTHING ABOMINATION! They are against GOD, robbing me of the pleasure of music, as GOD gave me the gift of allowing me to enjoy it INTENSELY. They are against the UNIVERSE's BALANCE also, because I've had a life of suffering, and they've given me over 2 years of MUCH MORE suffering, and the universe needs to restore the huge imbalance that my life has been, and give me lots of pleasure for the rest of my life. They are simply stopping me being a huge help to lots of people, and they must be common knowledge globally, so they can't do this to DECENT loners anymore, with no means of escape from them like drugs/alcohol/frequent sex. I have never mentioned this before, but realise I must, to validate this document, because u would be thinking y doesn't he just have more sex to get a break from them if he has no other ways of ignoring them? I've never had sex because I have a congenital body deformity that I can't let people see when shirtless. It has given me A LOT of despair for decades, and I can finally get it fixed now that the "technology" is available but it costs around 8 thousand dollars. Not only do I feel like a freak and can't have sex, but I can't even be shirtless to go swimming with anyone. I've never swam at the beach or pool with anyone! :-( I CAN'T mix with people because I will have to constantly turn them down for sex and swimming, and this HURTS too much when I have to always reject people, and is a waste of time! These C*NTS are stopping me making money from singing so I can get my deformity permanently fixed, and then be able to be shirtless whenever I want. To make my despair worse, back in march 2015 I had finally saved up the 8 grand to have an operation to get it fixed, which these C*NTS had made MUCH HARDER to earn over the 40+ shifts I worked, because of all the suffering they were always inflicting, but unfortunately the operation turned out to be a big waste of time and money as the result was NOWHERE NEAR GOOD ENOUGH, which these C*NTS knew it would be, which is y they let me get the operation so I'd waste my money and then not be able to use it for the superior operation I ACTUALLY wanted, and had wanted for many years, which only become available in 2014 anyway. They knew if I got the superior operation, it WOULD of fixed the deformity, and allow me to have sex all the time, which is why they used their ability to make me think the inferior operation was a VERY GOOD IDEA, and to waste my money and keep me from having frequent sex, for MUCH LONGER! C*NTS!!!! Thinking back on my analysis of the inferior operation I now know that I WOULD HAVE NEVER gone through with it, as getting a sufficiently good result was FAR too risky and I wouldn't have risked wasting 8 grand. Even the surgeon told me that the result might not be good enough to make u happy, in his words, and YET I still went ahead with it like it was the best thing I'll ever do. OBVIOUSLY this was the doing of these WASTEFUL MEGA-CUNTS! I AM AN INCREDIBLY RARE PERSON WITH AN AWESOME HEALTHY BRAIN FULL OF KNOWLEDGE, WHICH IS Y THEY WON'T FUCK OFF!! THESE C*NTS CAN ONLY STAY CONNECTED TO ME AS I AM SO FUCKING DECENT THAT I WILL NOT TELL ANYONE I KNOW, EVEN FAMILY, WHAT THEY ARE DOING TO ME, PLUS I HAVE A DEFORMITY WHICH HAS ALWAYS STOPPED ME HAVING SEX, SO THEY KNOW THEY CAN KEEP ME FROM PEOPLE FOR AS LONG AS THEY LIKE! They are keeping a VERY VALUABLE person to society away from people. Y on earth are they doing this for EONS I cannot fucking work out! :-( 14-12-2016: "I'm sick and tired of him! Just kill him." One of these dumb C*NTS said to me, as has been said over 10 times recently! Nothing has improved, of course. Most of the day, they've been making me TIRED, giving me fake pain (pain signals) near both my temples which required heat application to cope with it, plus the usual robbing me of heaps of oxytocin and dopamine which is obvious while music listening. So sick to death of trying to work out what on earth have I done to deserve this incredible nasty mistreatment for eons ??????? 17-12-2016: THESE FUCKIN' C*NTS HAVE RUINED YET ANOTHER BIRTHDAY. THE 3RD ONE SINCE THEY STARTED FUCKING WITH ME IN LATE 2014. I EXPECT THESE C*NTS WILL RUIN A 3RD CHRISTMAS! 18-12-2016: Finally worked out y these WASTEFUL BEYOND-EVIL C*NTS still haven't left me. It's the same reason as to y they keep making out they are mortal. ie. they don't want to prove something that they want to keep hidden. This time they do not want to prove that they WILL be controlling people I interact with (and I know they will be because there have been numerous examples of this already) by fucking off BEFORE I mix with people. If they left now then they cannot ever control me directly, nor can they anyway, as I will detect it, even with the slightest physicality and I will retaliate, so they can't control me, so they won't bother, but they WILL control people I interact with greatly, as these people do not know they exist, and this will REALLY control me, especially if they get these people to get me to do things with them that I'll also enjoy. Plus they can get as many people to interact with me as they choose, maybe lots. If I mixed with people before they fucked off, they could not only control others but also control me while interacting with others, which will be a much superior and easier way to control me, so no wonder they've stayed to wait until I mix with people. This is ALL WASTEFULL SHIT though, because it will never matter if I mix with people, with them present or not, as ALL control attempts will be counteracted and retaliated to, and I will minimise people help if I ever detect ANY interference with me or other people! SO WHY HAVE THEY STAYED FOR OVER 6 MONTHS EXTRA, AND WASTED EVERYONE'S TIME, KILLED 1000'S OF PEOPLE IN MY FUTURE I COULD OF SAVED, AND WITHHELD MY HELP FROM 1000'S ????????? I've just realised these fucking c*nts have had the same 3 voices for years now, and this was done to keep a constant barage of suffering memories from being recalled all the bloody time, and to stop me from quickly and permanently "forgetting" most of them within a few days. Not only do they not care about all the extra suffering memory recalls, but they want to intertwine them even more into cherised memories I'll create with people (while they are still present) which is the only way I will recall them once they've fucked off, because every time I think of one of my cherised friends it will go a long way to keep the suffering memories (linked by their voices) refreshed, and keep them being triggered more often for many years. C*NTS!!!!! These fucking C*NTS do not change their voices for 2 reasons: 1) mainly so I don't "forget" most of the suffering memories, especially the really intense ones from early 2015, and so the constant recalls of them might motivate me to mix with people, and 2) to preserve the suffering memories to be more intertwined with cherished memories created with special people, where they will also talk during them to ensure there is better linkage of the memories into the cherished moment. Also realised they are forcibly recalling the appropriate memory that fits with what they have just said to me, to annoy and/or upset me maximally, while preserving the need of me thinking I am recalling the memory myself. Of course at this VERY late stage, I am NOT recalling the memory myself, because after nearly 2.5 years and hundreds of repetitions of key phrases they simply become audio bites that turn into a "sound" and lose most or all of their meaning. Just another of MANY things they are trying to negatively affect me with that they are trying to keep hidden as much as possible. 20-12-2016: These C*NTS just ADDED displeasure somehow, when I was listening to music, instead of the usual of just blocking oxytocin and/or endorphins production. sick of this beyond-evil! 21-12-2016: Did ALL my christmas shopping today and was EVEN harder to cope coz these C*NTS robbed me of lots of sleep last night, as expected! I set an alarm to go to bed early, days ago, and it went off, but all that did was make them wanna rob more of even more sleep obviously. These pathetic childish little C*NTS think this shit is actually worthwhile!!!! STRANGE & WEIRD! Also realised, the telepathetics THINK they are going to be a part of the first time I record my singing for download online, by still being present. They are doing this to give me the life-long MASSIVE REGRET that I didn't wait until they'd fucked off before recording my singing. These FUCKING C*NTS will BLOODY LOVE that they've given me this life-long regret as I will hate that I am frequently reminded that they were a part of the first songs I recorded for people and were published online, and that will give them so much control satisfaction. Forget it u fucking massively controling hateful mega-C*NTS! If these c*nts are not fucked off soon then there regret will be MUCH FUCKING LARGER eternally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 22-12-2016: Just worked out they cannot start giving me peace and quiet ever, because that will just encourage me to sit at home which will demand they increase the p&q time until they are completely quiet forever, so they may as well just fuck off now. Neither can they just never talk to me either as they will be forced to use negative physicality to try and get me to go out and mix with people AND them, but this will infact force me to sit at home because I'm so upset. Also, realised they will never use positive physicality that I can detect as if they could do this then they WOULD of fucked off by now and used it to get me to mix with people right after they fucked off, and it would work very well, especially because it is hidden. They can never use positive physicality because once they start why would they EVER stop? Basically I wouldn't exist anymore as they'd be so in control of me with positive phys. So all they CAN change is fucking off, but y on earth have they not done this still????????????? 23-12-2016: BRILLIANT IDEA I'VE THOUGHT OF - How to get rid of these C*NTS: Put a hidden magnifying glass in the bush where it will get sun rays through it and light a fire. they will have to prove they are not mortal to get someone to go in, find it's out-of-sight spot, and remove it. they will have to stop talking to me the whole time they are doing this and guide someone to where it is and they won't do this as it will prove they are not mortal. They can't be a mortal telepathic species because they would have to be physically located near to the person they connect to, to do this 4 them, and if they were, they would just remove the magnifying glass themself without connecting to anyone. If they were a mortal species and telepathic then they would either be 2 OR MORE telepathic humans, or 2 OR MORE telepathic aliens that have already been on earth for a while. They couldn't remove the m glass themself (physically) by walking to its location because they'd probably not get there in time, plus they'd be on so many cameras and may get blamed for the fire that DOES start b4 they get there. Nor could they disperse the concentrated sunray energy that is coming out of the m glass because it will prove they are not mortal. So, they MUST fuck off before u place the m glass in the bush, so u won't need to leave it there! :-) 27-12-2016: Nothing improved :-( Still really robbing me of oxytocin and enjoyment of music. I am completely against them now, and think that they must NEVER reveal themself to any human, for ANY reason, EVER. I will be dedicating my life to making them common knowledge globally as best I can to stop them as much as possible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus trying to track down any previous or current connectee's that have been revealed to and use them completely against them also. This is the SADDEST thing that will EVER happen EVER!!!!!!!!!! 31-12-2016: They have made me extremely upset today, crying my eyes out for hours, over how VERY SAD this is! Nothing has improved still. They will NOT give me either the money they owe me or any extra. this is because they will never give any positive permanent addition to a connectee, they won't even give 1 bit of beneficial advice or information. this is NOT a mortal! Also, I confirmed that they DO NOT want to be common global knowledge because I realised that it will prevent them achieving the main goal of connecting to me, which is also why they haven't fucked off yet, which is, allowing a certain kind of person, which is most of the population, to permanently die off, by getting me to inform young people (that still haven't permanently become this kind of person) how to prevent becoming this kind of person for as many years as possible. I think I may be the only person that they have gotten to work out the details on this kind of rare special person, and they want me to "spread the news" person to person, to individuals that I've confirmed are still this kind of person, while keeping it a secret from the majority (of inferior people) they want to die out permanently. I have immense power over them now, and will be doing the opposite they want if I do not get them to act as though I don't exist anymore!!!!!!!!!! 6-1-2017: I lost my keys on the train (fell out of my pocket on Dec 30 night) and these C*NTS chose not to make me realise the "clanging" sound was me losing them OR blocked me realising it myself somehow. They still haven't turned up at sydney trains lost property office so I may have to pay $$$ to get them all replaced. FUCKING C*NTS!!!!! Nothing has changed still either! 7-1-2017: I AM GOING TO MAKE THESE C*NTS COMMON KNOWLEDGE AT SOME POINT IN THE FUTURE BY PUBLISHING THIS WHOLE FILE IN PRINT FORM (A BOOK) THAT WILL BE AVAILABLE PUBLICLY IN THE THOUSANDS OF COPIES. THIS THEY CANNOT STOP AS I WILL BE PAYING FOR IT AND THEY CAN'T STOP THE DISTRIBUTION OR HAVE THE BOOKS DESTROYED AT ANY POINT, AS I WILL JUST GET THE BOOKS RE-PRINTED AND RE-PUBLISHED OVER AND OVER. THEY MAY KEEP ME FROM MAKING ANY MONEY TO EVER AFFORD THIS MYSELF, BUT I WILL BE GETTING MONEY FROM MY PARENTS WHEN THEY DIE AND THE HOUSE IS SOLD. I'M ASSUMING THEY'LL HAVE A WAY ALREADY PREPARED TO SOME HOW STOP ME GETTING THE MONEY, BUT BY THEN THEY WILL PROBABLY BE COMMON KNOWLEDGE ANYWAY BECAUSE THEY WILL HAVE FORCED ME TO MAKE THEM COMMON KNOWLEDGE BY STAYING PRESENT, OTHERWISE WHEN THEY FUCK OFF I WILL MAKE ENOUGH MONEY WITHOUT THEM PRESENT FROM DIGITAL REPLICATION OF SINGING RECORDINGS. SO EITHER WAY THEY WILL BE COMMON KNOWLEDGE VERY SOON! 10-1-2017: These fucking C*NTS are STILL REALLY annoying me ALL THE TIME and forcing me to explain to them all the time why they need to fuck off. So sick to death of it! They never shut up and I've had no peace and quiet ever in nearly two and a half years. I've just realised that they are the whole cause of ALL the negative feelings I have towards not being able to be free of them or do what I want when I want. They are creating the associated feeling that goes along with what they have just said and/or what I've just said in reaction to it. fucking C*NTS! If they weren't doing the feelings as well then I would not give the slightest fuck about all the MANY repetitions they say ever and would be laughing at them instead. Plus I never have my constant default feeling I've always had, which is like a slight happiness I always notice, so this always tells me they are doing something to me. These C*NTS are giving me the feelings of dredd, missing out, upset, being fed up, anger, intense anger, etc. that are associated with how we've been interacting with each other. I can never tell how much of the feeling is me or them, which is what they really enjoy, and get control satisfaction from, and "completes their existence" because it is "hidden", so obviously I always forget they are the complete cause of all the negative feelings (they physically create them artificially at the appropriate times), and of course then the negative feeling "gets to me" afterward because I thought it wasn't them doing it at the time, and all this gets me down and keeps me down. These C*NTS are also that much of a beyond-evil piece of shit they along with all this, also make me really enjoy porn now and then, only so I frequently remember what sex I'm completely missing out on, plus they now and then make me quite/really enjoy music again, so I remember WELL what I am REALLY missing out on with music enjoyment every time I listen to a song which is often to try and cope with them better. They have given me decades of suffering and despair, ESPECIALLY since late 2014, simply because I was born with a physical deformity that prevents me from having sex or being shirtless, so they've always known since a very young age, that I could never "escape" them when they eventually revealed themself in 2014 by having frequent sex, which they would obviously increase the frequency the more they tried to control me. I was unlucky enough to be born with this deformity which could never be fixed until recent years with recent "technology" being developed which I've always known and these C*NTS have always been wasting my job-earnt money these past-decades so I could never amount enough to get my deformity fixed. I AM SO DECENT that I have never told my parents or any family member about my deformity and of course I've kept it hidden from them under a shirt all these years. I couldn't bear what it would do to them, especially my mum, with her knowing what I've had to miss out on, shirtless sun tanning, swimming, being cooler on a warm day, sex, being able to hang out with other shirtless guys because I'm the same (shirtless) and not feel like they might think I'm deliberately keeping the shirt on because I don't wanna "fit in" or do male-bonding, etc.. These C*NTS have always known I would never tell/show anyone my deformity, nor ever tell anyone what suffering they will be giving me, which is y they've been controling my life since a young age, and keeping me earning enough money to ever get it fixed all these years. They've been forcing me to leave jobs by getting me to move far away from the job, to stop me earning too much money. For example, I had a 32 hour a week job at Safeway Melbourne for about 4 years = $$$$$. They got me to lose about $6,000 in e-gold in the noughties. Plus they made me move away from my parents place in NSW in 2006 to start a near-fulltime job where I could eventually obtain about $10,000 in super, which turned out to take 4 years, which was the Safeway job. This $10,000 was needed in the future (2013) to be able to pay for braces which they always relied on me getting so they could use them as a blame object to give me "artificial" constant INTENSE teeth pain while they kept me inside away from people the last 2+ years. It had to be early-release of super for medical reasons instead of money I'd earnt as an income. I REQUIRED braces for bad TMJ pain and bad underbite that they caused over MANY years of forcing me to rot my teeth with coke soft drink and hardly ever brushing them even though my poor mum nagged me 1000's of times over the years. I would of spent my accrued income on fixing my deformity instead, and not be able to afford the braces for many years later at least, which is y they had to let me work for about 4 years to get the super built up, but waste my money along the way on lots of things to keep me poor-ish. C*NTS!!!! Instead of making me move away from my parents in 2006 to get a super-earning full-time job they should of "forced" me to start recording my brilliant singing I was doing regularly for years b4 2006, publish it online and make LOTS of money, which would of continued for many years and made a very rich I'm sure. But NO! they had to keep me being a popular rich singer because it would allow me to get my deformity fixed which would allow me to have sex often instead of helping people in person, which they could never change as they'd simply always be driving me to have more sex to defy any control attempts. I've been waiting to become a well-loved singer since they revealed themself in 2014 and made me realise how awesome my singing is, and WHY it like that. But they just continue to lay waste to everything, and withhold me from people, waste my life, and "fuck-over" themself every day by doing this. Why waste your telepathetic ability doing this for eons. WHY? pointless! They took a HUGE risk of revealing themself to me and ruining my future by knowing immortals exist and never having privacy or freedom again, and losing SO MUCH control over me permanently because I now know they are controlling my life since the reveal. I know they want me to help people in person because this risky biggest-mistake-ever reveal was done to hurry me up in becoming an awesome people-helper and improving my brain immensely by removing flight-response, anxiety, etc. instead of being able to stay controlling me while their still unknown to me by using people to control me, or at least control me directly while I'm interacting with people, which I was doing now and then myself. I would of had to get braces whether they revealed themself or not, but they used to 3+ years with braces to be able to keep me inside away from people while they were sub-consciously conditioning me, and "fixing me up" in different ways, and enabling me to realise SO MUCH about how the human brain works and how people interact, in order to become that awsome people-helper. Now they just won't just fuck-off and let me get on with how I WANT to live my life WITHOUT interference, which I have every right to do, just like everyone has!!!!!! 10-1-2017: They just tried to get me to believe that I can miss negativity absense, instead of positivity, in an attempt to get me to believe that they have to keep upsetting me slightly with making me hot, tired, have a sore leg, pain in my TMJs, whatever.... BULLSHIT! fucking C*NTS! 11-1-2017: Have realised they are increasing EVERY negative feeling associated with a memory recall or action or imagined future event, either a little so I can't tell they are doing anything or a lot sometimes. fucking C*NTS! I'm gonna publish this world-wide one day in the millions of copies! It is so extensive that it should be believed, and even if it isn't I don't care as this being published will stop from ever revealing themself to DECENT loners that can't have sex EVER AGAIN! and of course there will always be thousands of them in the world. 15-1-2017: I've realised they are constantly recalling memories relating to them while I am listening to music now, because I can't understand what they are saying while listening to the music, for long enough, but still can't forget them enough to be able to be "immersed in" the music. They also do this while watching TV as well. Fucking C*NTS! 18-1-2017: Just realised they forced me to lose my keys over new years on the train, as I WOULD OF realised the clanging sound was my keys falling out of my pocket, but they made me think STRONGLY that the noise was NOT made by me, plus they blocked memories of that familiar keys being dropped sound ! Cost me $150 for a new keyfob and $230 for a new door handle and mailbox key put in by a locksmith. the FUCKING C*NTS! 18-1-2017: I've just proven they will ALWAYS be aware of me my whole life, I've realised, because they will not pretend they've "disconnected", nor will they never talk for a million minutes instead of just one (which they have done before), because they will always be aware of what I do, and what I do to them, and how MUCH I hate them, obviously. It is the most pointless thing in existence to stay with me if u r a member of a mortal telepathic race, because why would u really care about ONE human SO MUCH for so many years *AND* STILL be stopping them from helping people, or just mixing with them. Immortal! 21-1-2017: I've now proven that they are not mortal: They revealed themselves with the ONLY possible outcome wanted in ACTUALLY revealing themself is to improve him in order to enable him to help lots of people, but since July we have HATED each other as much as any two entities could, and yet they STILL have done NOTHING to make up for all the suffering, not even made me win a car or caravan competition that I recently entered (which could b lady luck and not them) and they are STILL present and getting nothing out of this and simply wasting everything, which is not a mortal or mortal species that take it in shifts. It can't be mortals taking it in shifts because they would have to update the next mortal that takes over the shift, so all those that regular connect to me would feel like they are always connected to me and SICK TO DEATH OF ME because I hate them so much and they get nothing out of being with him. All this recent hatred is solely to uphold a mortal act, and give them something to do while present, as they cannot be neutral or positive as that DEFINITELY will not achieve anything for them or people, because I just want to be rid of them. If they r mortal then y r they still present and stopping me from helping people and/or being a singer, which is y they revealed themself in the first place????? especially when they r REALLY WASTING there time and mine and withholding SO MUCH HELP from people??????? they r not mortal that's why!!!!! 22-1-2017: These fucking C*NTS are still robbing me of music enjoyment (just giving me a tiny bit so I'm not near crying) and its been over 4 months now! This is beyond CRUEL!!!!! It is MUCH WORSE than ALL the little bits of temp. upset they give me coz at least I know they are gonna end VERY soon! God knows how much longer these C*NTS! will be robbing me of music enjoyment??????? I've just realised that the main reason they had to reveal themself to me was to be able to force me to work out a lot of valuable information about the human brain which I can use to really help people after they've FUCKED OFF, so yeah, they had to reveal themself, and make out they are mortal and that they were always about to leave (which is what the intense suffering at the start, gradiating down to minimal recently was about) BUT, *BUT*, if they want me to help people and I AM NOT MIXING WITH PEOPLE WHILE THEY ARE PRESENT!!!!! then WHY haven't they fucked off yet so I can start using all the knowledge?????? I HAVE A RIGHT-MIND TO MAKE THESE C*NTS COMMON KNOWLEDGE for all the music enjoyment robbing, even if they've fucked off and stayed fucked off, because there has been NO reason to lower my music enjoyment SO BLOODY MUCH and keep it that low for over 4 months!!!!! To make them common knowledge I am going to paint on a large piece of cardboard: BRAINRAPING.COM The extensive web site that won't display! and nail it to a tree beside a VERY busy road like the newcastle to sydney freeway for example. This will get thousands of people trying to read the site each week, and when these telepathetic C*NTS do let the site be loaded plenty of those people will share the sites contents via bluetooth on their phones, etc....... THIS SUMS THESE BEYOND-EVIL FUCKING C*NTS UP *PERFECTLY*: THEIR WASTEFULNESS IS OFF THE SCALE WORSE THAN THEIR STUPIDY, AND THEIR STUPIDITY IS OFF THE SCALE WORSE THAN THEIR NASTINESS!!!!! 24-1-2017: These childish pathetic arseholes are stopping me using the internet ONCE AGAIN by fucking with my wifi connection on my laptop and phone, as they have been doing now and then for some weeks now. Sick of their pathetic trivial-as-fuck control attempts that they think ARE worthwhile doing! 27-1-2017: the C*NTS are always making me really tired and robbing me of my default of slight happiness all the time, and I'm so sick of this! I am so close to doing something I don't wanna do to try and get rif of them like lighting a bush fire. So sad for these pitiful and pathetic long-term parasites! -Mark, age 42 or 43, Sydney, Australia